Suffering Extreme: Incorrectness Sexual Of HEFN-Ses Typings

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 173
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Identity's Image was talking to one of the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. Identity's Image: "Look at this law. A human being found guilty of breaking this law could be imprisoned in jail for up to SIX MONTHS. Can you IMAGINE THAT? Being locked in a room, or small area, for six MONTHS? I mean what is that, that's about 180 days isn't IT? YOU try it, or something less than that, lock yourself in a room for that period of time and see how you feel. And of course it's not like it's a human being's own pleasant BEDROOM, is it now. It's JAIL, PRISON." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds.
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Identity's Image: "Encyclopedia Britannica says something like concern about the conditions in prison has not diminished over the years, and Microsoft Encarta says something like prison conditions are frequently physically unpleasant. Imagine how BORING it must be for those poor human beings trapped in there, with no way out. I myself would give them a way out-cyanide or something-but a number of other human beings don't appear to have this principle. Or something like that." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds before continuing. Identity's Image: "The only time that i would consider such a thing-IF i would consider such a thing-would be if there was something SERIOUS, you know, a....a REAL NEED, for the Incorrecter/Incorrectess, the criminal, to be imprisoned, you know. If the individual had DONE SOMETHING. Had DONE SOMETHING REAL." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds before continuing.
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Identity's Image: "I don't want to dislike/hate anyone. If i know that someone has done wrong against me, and i know that that individual can reverse the suffering that that individual has caused me, through sexual intercourse etcetera, being WITH ME etcetera, then i....i feel a little like that's my DUTY....you know? For that to happen. For me to WANT that to happen. I have a DESIRE TO DO GOOD, like all human beings are SUPPOSED TO HAVE, i mean Hatred, Sexual, or H,s, says that there are a number of human beings who can NEVER understand such things, that some human beings will only ever understand CONSEQUENCES. That a number of human beings will always continue to lie to themselves. That a number of human beings will never understand, or never understand IN TIME. That a number of human beings will always continue to think, incorrectly, that, at the MOMENT, they're equal in value, or greater in value, than other human beings, after the suffering that they've caused a number of human beings when it was not correct for them to do so. But....well....i think that he's wrong. Yeah. He's wrong." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds. "What do YOU think?"

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 174
Identity's Image was despairing of ever having sexual intercourse again with anyone who was not a Sex Worker: he felt as though there was no hope, that it was impossible. He was actively looking for sexual intercourse etcetera. One day Identity's Image saw one of the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. She was holding up a wooden sign, which said "Identity's Image, i love you," on it. Next time she held up another wooden sign, in addition to the first one, which said, "I'm here for you again."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 175
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Identity's Image had returned from talking to one of the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. Talks, Comforts, or T,c: "Come on, keep saying to yourself, ONE LAST PUSH. SOMEONE will become your first girlfriend, Identity's Image. THIS, and THAT, will give you happiness in the meantime, okay! Come on, you can do it, HUH!" Identity's Image turned to look at him....but his eyes were completely dead, numb, the eyes of someone who was numb from having received TOO MUCH SUFFERING....someone who had submitted to the suffering. The eyes didn't change. T,c: "Okay come on, take your trainers off, come on. I know that you keep thinking about the various girls that you've bonded with, all of them, and the amount of time and effort you've put in with regard to sexual things, and how the vast majority of human beings in the United Kingdom And Ireland APPEAR to have better lives than you. I also know how you're tortured by the so so many attractive girls that go past you, day in day out, especially around this time of year with their scanty clothing: and how much being with one of them would mean to you, what you would do for it. But you're home now....focus on the NOW okay! Your TRAINERS. You can do it, okay, you need to recover. Come on." Identity's Image looked down at his trainers....but he just couldn't reach down to undo the laces. His body felt like lead. There was just no point. He just started crying, and just sat there....sat there for a long time.
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Hatred, Sexual, or H,s: "HATE!! Come on! Are you going to let them get AWAY WITH THAT! HUH! COME ON!!!! UP!!!!" Identity's Image said to H,s, in tears, without turning his head to look at him: "To be honest, H,s....i really don't care about such things. It's all too much." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds before continuing. "I really feel, this time, like there's ZERO gas left in the tank. I just feel completely dead inside. I NEED sexual things, i NEED my first girlfriend. Medically. There's....i really don't think that i can do very much at all if i don't have someone, someone i can rely on. I feel extremely depressed the whole time. I'm masturbating habitually, frequently. I know, T,c, you tell me that it's bad for me....but i just can't stop myself sometimes. So i do that every day, more than that. And then there's not enough time to recharge my batteries, really. I THOUGHT that i could go on longer than this with Sex Workers....but i don't think that i can. I'm expected to have sexual intercourse etcetera with her for that half an hour, or whatever....and the clock's ticking, it's always ticking, the time always runs out. And i DO have to worry about money, which is needed to be with Sex Workers, and it's NOT CHEAP. There's the effort involved in, well, a number of things with regard to Sex Workers. And i feel that it's not enough, it's just not enough sexual things etcetera."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 175
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Identity's Image: "Things were different before, i was stronger. But there's only so much emotional, mental, written, typed etcetera effort that i can keep putting into a number of Human Females. And there have been a large number of them. There's only so much time and effort. Hefn-sis, or "What might i giveyou maluv?"; the other Hefn-sis; Hefn-sis2 or "Awww, that's not very pleasant now is it!?"; Hefn-sis2 or "i'm working upstairs now"; Hefn-sis2 or "You don't love me, you only THINK that you love me" from more than 9 years ago; Hefn-sis2 or "clenched fist, i go to parties"; Hefn-sis2 or "christian. my amigo THIS and my amigo THAT. i never liked you. Okay maybe a little. Okay maybe more than a little. LOOK!"; Hefn-sis2 or "Hello Magazine He's doing it aGAIN"; Hefn-sis2 or "I LOVE YOU Mexican BOYFRIEND!"; Hefn-sis2 or "What can i get you young man!?"; and many more. I haven't had sexual intercourse etcetera with any of them. It's all too much. And there are only so many times that i can stand there, waiting for her when she's told me that she's going to meet me for a date. There's only so much....yes....so much disappointment that a human being can take. There's only so much suffering that a human being can take. Clark Ashton Smith said, in "Morthylla": ""It cannot be," averred the poet. "I fear to repeat the disappointment I have found in other women."" I often wonder how he did it, how he kept going. That man lived with suffering, his entire life, similarly to me. I wonder HOW."
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Identity's Image was talking to the "tall girl", from the building where he regularly met Hefn-sis, or "What might i giveyou maluv?". Identity's Image: "Yes, i'll be with you, "tall girl". Let's be a couple." "Really!" she went. Identity's Image: "I WILL have to leave you at some point to be with, well, a number of Human Females, you know, Hefn-sis etcetera. But the thing is i....i really don't have any faith, any belief, that i'll have sexual intercourse with ANYONE who's not a Sex Worker ever again. I mean if i say it out loud right now, my brain just won't buy it, you know. It just won't register." Identity's Image looked up at her, through his tears. "I'm talking to YOU now, because i know that you've read a number of my Internet Posts. Even after you read them, you were still there for me. You were still waiting, in hope, that i would sexually be with you....one day. No one else has ever done that. Everyone except you, or i think so anyway, out of everyone that i consider sexually suitable for me, who have read a number of my Internet Posts, have become hateful, nasty and/or they keep looking for excuses to just vanish, or they do that, they just vanish. They always leave. I put in effort, and one day, they're GONE. But you've stayed there, waiting. I feel that there....there MIGHT JUST BE A SLIM CHANCE that i'll have sexual intercourse with someone who's not a Sex Worker again, and that if anyone would go through with it, that someone would be YOU, you're the likeliest sexually suitable Human Female who would go through with it, with me." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds before continuing.

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 175
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Identity's Image: "I feel really really weak right now. And sometimes i feel like things get worse every day, as the days go by. There's only so much i can take. I think of you NOW, and i think, THIS aspect of you is sexually attractive, for me, and THAT aspect of you is sexually attractive, for me etcetera. I've never had a girlfriend before. I think, who knows how it will feel. You don't, as you know, "STUN" me as such....but....well i've already said the bit about THIS aspect of you being sexually attractive etcetera. I feel as though i can't go on with Sex Workers, maybe, i mean it's just too much effort etcetera. I want a guarantee, you know. You can make me stronger, stronger than the pitiful state that i'm in right now. I DO feel that i would accept anyone out of most, or more than most, sexually suitable, for me, pink-skinned-Human-English-Fem ales, and there are enormous numbers of them. But my brain doesn't think that it will happen, EVER. I....i see US happening....i think that you'll go through with it....and if you don't go through with it, then i don't have any faith that anyone else will go through with it, with me. Ever. I mean i would TRY with others, if you say NO....but i don't think that it will ever happen if not with you. I need someone to help me. Help me."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 176
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Identity's Image was talking to Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" at the Gymnasium. Identity's Image: "You should arrange so that you spend time with me on our own: if i said certain things and/or asked you certain things the others-who are not you and me-might interfere, or something like that. Come up to me like you used to, etcetera. Other living human beings are....well....every human being has his or her own issues, people are different, you know. I've already typed something about this somewhere, i think. Anyway, so that's that. As for the first thing that you've told me, i DO believe that there's a guy, that you've said is your boyfriend, that you're having sexual intercourse with, at THIS time and/or at THAT time. As for the second thing that you've told me, i doubt that that's true, one way or another. In any case, i'm 100% certain that you had sexual intercourse with the worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak, all the way back THEN." Talks, Comforts, or T,c: "I'm still analysing the notes, so the significantly sexual thing, or things, that she did with him, which i'm 100% certain about, might or might not be/include sexual intercourse. I'm not 100% that it's sexual intercourse. However, the more and more data that i get, the closer and closer the probability gets to 100%." Identity's Image: "It's not just that, it's the time, effort, and mental state from me. And you had sexual intercourse with all of those other guys as well, exposing me to this and that etcetera, with 100% certainty." T,c: "Again, i'll have to analyse every separate section of the notes, with regard to the 100% certainty of the significantly sexual thing, or things concerned, etcetera." Identity's Image: "In any case i need to have sexual intercourse with you, etcetera, as soon as possible." Identity's Image was quiet for a number of seconds.
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Identity's Image was quiet for a number of seconds: he was stroking her hair as he stood over her, with her sitting down ignoring him to his left. "I know that there's no such thing as love, but shall use the word to express the seriousness of....of how i feel." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds. "I love you, Hefn-sis. And i'll probably, legally, have to die because of you. Because of you, and because of the other Hefn-sis. If you don't whatever, that is." "Don't you mean that you'll have to die FOR me?" asked Hefn-sis. She looked up at him after she had asked this. Identity's Image: "No, my love." He paused for a number of seconds before continuing. "This "chit chat", "surface chat", "shallowness chat" thing that you guys do is somewhat, or more than somewhat, of a waste of time, when i NEED to talk to you, on our own. Talk to me on our own, and have sexual intercourse with me, etcetera, as soon as possible, before i deteriorate into nothingness, and have to crawl into the building where i meet you on my STOMACH."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 177
Identity's Image was in the same building as Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" at the Gymnasium. He was talking to the worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak. Identity's Image: "You had to go and touch her, on her back, didn't you, last time. It's not enough, the amount of suffering that you've caused me, that you've caused US. She's my dream, my fantasy. I wanted her from the second i laid eyes on her, and quite badly. Etcetera. And i see how you're always there when she is. That brings back memories, for me, of HER, and also YOU, all the way back THEN....memories of MY SUFFERING, memories of MY SHOCK."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 178
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Identity's Image was talking to Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual3, or Hefn-sis3, in the same building that he met Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" in the Gymnasium. Hefn-sis3 had flirted with him, strongly. She had "skipped" or "danced" away quickly, and lightly, in joy, after she had spoken to him. She smiled at him, looking at him, with a smug, knowing, "pleased" smile, with her eyes glowing somewhat, and her eyelids shuttered slightly. She had become playful with Identity's Image, acting in a playful manner towards Identity's Image. Identity's Image, however, at this stage had her at Hefn-sis3 level. He knew how much more suffering could be caused him if he thought about her too much etcetera....but she had grown somewhat upon him. She could never though, or was unlikely to, have the effect of a higher ranked Hefn-sisX, where X is either 1(Hefn-sis1, or Hefn-sis), or 2(Hefn-sis2).
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Identity's Image now saw that Hefn-sis3, had become whatever with the worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak. Identity's Image went up to Hefn-sis3. Identity's Image: "Are you telling me that i'm worthless then. That i'm unsuitable, so you have to choose someone else?" He didn't get an answer. Identity's Image: "You know, i don't think that that guy should have sexual intercourse with you when i find you attractive, and when i've bonded with you, when i think about you, etcetera; when i feel like i possibly need to legally kill myself because of the two Hefn-sises etcetera; when i don't enjoy much; when i'm alone in my room, masturbating, getting worse every day; when i've never had a girlfriend; when i've only had sexual intercourse, and not much of it, ages ago, with three Non-Sex-Workers; when i genuinely now, and with no feeling of hope whatsoever, feel that i will never have sexual intercourse with anyone who is not a Sex Worker again. He has this Anti-Job like all of the other workers at the place, he doesn't have severe depression like me. And you and me have things FIRST, that's the POINT, that's a major POINT. Was that a lie, how you acted towards me?" Hefn-sis3 had started crying. "No it wasn't a lie, Identity's Image. But i wanna take it BACK!" Identity's Image: "IT IS TOO LATE, how many times do i have to tell people that it is TOO LATE. The memory of your behaviour towards me is in my mind. Etcetera."
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Later, Identity's Image spoke to her again. "Talk to me on my own, and have sexual intercourse with me etcetera. Be aware though, that i will have to leave you for Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" etcetera....but i don't feel like ANYTHING is going to happen for me, ever. I feel tired of....just of EVERYTHING. Life as a human being has drained me, IS draining me. I don't have the energy for the thing. I need some kind of hope, and i can't see it anywhere, anyhow."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 179
Identity's Image was in the same building as Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual3, or Hefn-sis3, in the same building that he met Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" in the Gymnasium. Identity's Image had gone to a certain place in the building. He had left his property in the locker. When he came back his property was still there, but the locker was NOW being used by to the worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak. Identity's Image: "I was using that locker! I just went to a certain place in the building, and now i've come back." "I'm using it: there's another one THERE," he replied. "What's going on here!?" The better out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak, had approached. Identity's Image: "I just went to a certain place in the building, and i've just come back to use this locker and he took it while i was away." "He needs to use that locker, it's for public-private-partnership-com pany-corporation official business," replied the better out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak.

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 180
Identity's Image was in the same building as Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual3, or Hefn-sis3, in the same building that he met Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" in the Gymnasium. Identity's Image was looking at a private, at that moment or whatever, sheet of paper, that he had, folded up in his hand. He sensed something, and turned his head around. The worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak, was looking over his shoulder at the piece of paper. "What does THAT say?" he asked Identity's Image, pointing.

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 181
Identity's Image was in the same building as Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual3, or Hefn-sis3, in the same building that he met Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" in the Gymnasium. The worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak was using a locker to Identity's Image's right. The better out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak, asked Identity's Image something. Identity's Image: "Well, i-" "Are all the lockers working Identity's Image!!??" went the worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak, AT Identity's Image, rather than TO Identity's Image, and somewhat loudly and aggressively. Identity's Image looked from one to the other, and first answered one and then the other.

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 182
Identity's Image was in the same building as Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual3, or Hefn-sis3, in the same building that he met Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" in the Gymnasium. The worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak, was talking to a guy that Hefn-sis had flirted with. The worse out of the two YDNA Level U individuals was going, "Blablabla, that F+GGOT." He paused, as if expecting some kind of reaction from Identity's Image. Identity's Image knew that the worse out of the two YDNA Level U individuals had been thinking about him when he had said the word "F+GGOT". Identity's Image: "I'm NOT a homosexual."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 183
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Identity's Image was in the same building as Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual3, or Hefn-sis3, in the same building that he met Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling. What might i giveyou maluv?" in the Gymnasium. He was talking to Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual2, or Hefn-sis2, or "I LOVE YOU Mexican BOYFRIEND! I LOVE YOU!", who had, after her and Identity's Image had flirted with each other, and after she had promised to book a date with him ages ago, next time....after that, she had instead, THAT next time that Identity's Image was expecting her to book the date with him....on that day she then told him that she had a boyfriend, that Mexican guy that he had seen last time, last time, when she had been single. Then one day, she had complained about him to a number of authority figures, suddenly and without giving him any prior warning, when he hadn't done anything wrong....and the relevant law(s) are illegal, or incorrect. Then one day after that she had suddenly left. Identity's Image didn't know where she was, where she had gone....until she had come back to him one day. Identity's Image was thinking, as he looked at her, of how hot she looked.
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Identity's Image: "Do you remember the "Student Protests" after a number of Lin Doms, politicians, had broken their promise to students, a job-related promise? There were riots: it was all over the news. People were hurt. And that's only a JOB-RELATED promise. Imagine how they would have felt if it had been a number of Human English Female Non-Sexualesses, with a SEXUAL-RELATED promise: they would have reacted EVEN WORSE than THAT. Sexual things are much more important: Romeo kills himself, doesn't he. Now, i have enormous control over myself, and you won't see me, er, "rioting" etcetera. But i feel HURT, because of you. You've caused me to SUFFER, you've inflicted an amount of SUFFERING upon me. I was so happy, with a spring in my step, as the time approached that day, when we were going to book a date together. And then you ripped my mood aPART. You messed with my brain. You betrayed me. You showed no consideration for me, and you appeared to have memory problems, and you didn't come across as having that many BOUNDARIES of course." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds before continuing.
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Identity's Image: "Furthermore, you're not talking to me now. You're behaving like I'M the GUILTY one, and YOU'RE the INNOCENT one, when the reVERSE is TRUE. Talk to me on my own, and have sexual intercourse with me etcetera."

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 184
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Talks, Comforts, or T,c, and Hatred, Sexual, or H,s, were talking to Identity's Image about the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. Identity's Image: "Things aren't going well with regard to Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?"(who complained to an authority figure AGAIN about me, using one or more fake laws. Incidentally, Hefn-sis2 or "I LOVE YOU Mexican BOYFRIEND!" did as well, on a different day. They wouldn't even be talking to each other if it wasn't for me, although that might not matter. For them to choose the surfaceness, or shallowness, of their "chitchat" together, when i suicidally need to talk to Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?", on her own, and have sexual intercourse with her, etcetera....for them to continue in such a manner is disgraceful, serious incorrectness, or crime.), the other Hefn-sis, and the others on my mental or whatever list of Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. I really have no hope of any one of them being with me sexually, of any one of them starting to repay the debts they owe me, of reversing the suffering that they've caused me." H,s: "They have no souls. They live in their own worlds....and this when you've told them that you feel suicidal. They appear to have memory problems, when you remember SO, SO much, Identity's Image. DisGUSTING behaviour from them: disgusting TRAITORS....traitors TO YOU, Identity's Image. They have absolutely NO desire to act correctly. Acting correctly is REAL desire for a human being to better himself, or herself, in comparison to the population of the country, and of the world. Crime is crime, guilty is guilty, and treating YOU, Identity's Image, in the way in which they continue to do so, is illegal, is WRONG, incorRECT. It's in your notes. Etcetera." T,c: "You need to put more effort in with regard to Damian Collins, your Country Manager. You can't have these fake laws hanging over your head any longer."
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Identity's Image: "I really don't know how i'm going to do it, or ANYTHING ELSE, without my first girlfriend. I feel really WEAK. I've put in enormous effort my whole life into the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. ...time and effort etcetera. I would accept one out of the vast majority of pink-skinned-Human-English-Fem ales, that looks young or young-ish, within the law, within a rough area near my home, not necessarily in the same urbanised area that my home is in, it doesn't have to be. I go to THIS place, and i go to THAT place, and there's just NOTHING. I mean, in the rough area near my home, a certain radius or whatever, or with regard to travel etcetera....i mean how many potential girlfriends are there for me there. Huh. There are so many, there's like an enormous number. And i just need ONE: MEDICALLY, NEED, ONE. And it HASN'T HAPPENED. Maybe i wasn't supposed to have been born." T,c: "No, Identity's Image....it's the general state of the United Kingdom And Ireland that's wrong, not you. But the United Kingdom And Ireland is not very wrong in comparison to the vast majority of other countries, perhaps. In any case, YOU wouldn't leave your fellow human being, or whatever, to suffer, or whatever....but enormous numbers of others WOULD." T,c paused for a number of seconds before continuing.
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T,c: "I have faith that the girl who's going to become your first girlfriend will come up to you as soon as possible, start talking to you, etcetera, and, well, just THAT, she'll become your first girlfriend, Identity's Image. You won't suffer any longer, i hope."

well said old pickers. well, I might not understand all you say but well said anyway.

Old Pickers certainly says a lot, but I have never understood a word of it.

SUFFERING EXTREME: INCORRECTNESS SEXUAL OF HUMAN ENGLISH FEMALE NON-SEXULAESSES TYPING 185
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Identity's Image was talking to the better out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak....an individual who was trying very hard to displace the other human being and become, in his place, the worse out of the two relevant YDNA Level U individuals, where U is a "letter lower than R" so to speak. This was at the same building where he regularly met Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?", at the Gymnasium.
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He started speaking to Identity's Image: "You're an evil racist and you have to like hold back your enormous desire to attack THIS group of people or THAT group of people: you see, if i take this one phrase out of your more than 350 Internet Posts then that one phrase means this or that. You haven't SAID this or that, but i know that that one phrase implies this which implies that and so on. You think about race issues all the time, that's all you think about: your talk of Sexual things the whole time is just one big smokescreen, hiding your Swastica, stuff. And this whole courtroom is MINE, it's like a toy on my floor, i can imprison anyone i want to without giving any reason whatsoever. You are absolutely not a human being. You're pure evil you're the bad guy. And all your online political manifestos are illegal, and you know that very well don't you."
3.
Identity's Image: "Do you not understand that your brain is looking for excuses to cause suffering to me? Do you not understand that? I have already said such things to a number of human beings. I don't even know where to beGIN with everything that you've just said to me. I haven't done anything wrong, anything incorrect, anything illegal. You have decided not to read the whole online political manifesto: you have instead taken a number of sections of it. Things are complicated. Like i have been trying to explain to a number of human beings, there is no pure evil or pure good, and this is not a film: there are no good guys and bad guys."
4.
Identity's Image: "Talks, Comforts, or T,c, believes that there is a desire to act correctly within every human being, which can be "reached", which can be "connected with"; he believes that a number of the human beings that i have issues with have this, and that it is an attainable goal for them to UNDERSTAND, and have the desire to act correctly, that it is not too late for them to change, for them to want this....he believes something to that extent. By contrast, Hatred, Sexual, or H,s, believes that a number of the human beings that i have issues with will NEVER understand in time, no matter how much i try to reason with them etcetera: he believes that, although they have souls, and a desire to act correctly, that desire will never be reached in time, possibly due to the pride, lies, and probably other things that overwhelm that desire, according to him: that desire is hidden under such things....he believes something like that, something to that extent."

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5.
Identity's Image: "Now you're supposed to have a desire to do good. Do you think that it's good for a human being to have the power to easily cause suffering to another human being, because he or she THINKS that that human being has done wrong? For there to be no specific laws governing such a thing. Specific laws are, for example, don't steal, don't lie, except more specific than that. Vague laws are don't discriminate: you see, discriminate can be taken to be anything by a judge, with regard to the laws in existence that say, for example, don't discriminate based on gender-including transgender-, sexuality, race, religion, disability, etcetera. But what YOU want, is not even THAT. What YOU want is "I, you evil bad guy, KNOW that you've committed crime against me, and/or against others. I KNOW this. I'm not even going to TELL you what you've done. I'm judge and jury. You are guilty, according to me, and you will now SUFFER." All human beings do things that they regret. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU?"
6.
Identity's Image: "Instead, talk to my accusers. Tell them that i haven't done anything wrong. Tell them that THEY are wrong. Explain to them that human beings are supposed to have a desire to act correctly. You need to find that desire within them. Explain to them that i haven't done anything wrong, and/or even tell them to talk to me so that i can explain to them that i haven't done anything wrong."
7.
Identity's Image: "I tried, almost successfully, to commit suicide in May 2011, because of a certain whatever: i had whatevern to the whatever whatever whatever, asking for suicide if a certain whatever didn't whatever, some time before then. It is THE FAULT of a certain whatever that i tried to commit suicide in May 2011. You have been aware for a long time now that i tried to commit suicide, and that i suffer from severe depression, and am on Employment And Support Allowance. Do you think that this is how someone like that, me, should be treated, do you think that you should act towards me in the way that you've been acting towards me? I'm already in an extremely bad situation, WITHOUT you augMENTING the suffering that i'm experiencing at the moment. How can you act towards me in the way that you've been acting?"
8.
Identity's Image: "What is real is the situation that i'm in with regard to Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?" Human beings commit suicide because of Sexual-related issues. That is what is of overwhelming importance to me, and a main priority of me. I think about her, and the other Hefn-sis, constantly. You know this."
9.
Identity's Image: "You should know that if you go through with this, that i will not rest until i return to a state of whatever with Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?" You should think about that, if you go through with this crime. Think about me here, not thinking about much else, just trying to recover from what you've done to me. Is that really how a Human-English-Male-Like-Figure such as myself should spend his time? Should spend his LIFE? When there's so much suffering in the world, with you having caused me an amount of it. You should be aware of how important she is to me, and the extents i would go to if you commit this crime against me. I feel like there's no hope, i feel like i possibly have to die because of her. Human beings are NOT allowed to do whatever they want: i'm not allowed to commit suicide, at the moment: i HAVE to suffer, AT THE MOMENT."

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10.
Talks, Comforts, or T,c: "Well you have your notes, so there are legally a number of options available to you if he goes through with this crime. You'll probably try all of them if he goes through with this crime." Identity's Image: "It's like the One Fact's telling me to try and kill myself again." Hatred, Sexual, or H,s: "I WON'T LETYA, Identity's Image yalil PUNK!" T,c: "It's NOT the One Fact telling you to try and kill yourself again. I still believe that a number of human beings can change in time, and WANT to act correctly, or something like that." T,c paused for a number of seconds before continuing. T,c: "In any case, next time, you're going to talk to the Supreme Judge, of the Supreme Court Of Whatever, who is "higher up", in judicial terms."

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1.
A pink-skinned Human English Male and a pink-skinned Human English Female had just finished having sexual intercourse: there was nothing about them that Identity's Image disliked: for example the guy wasn't THIS guy from his past or THAT guy from his past. The Human English Male engaged in chitchat with the Human English Female, before the Human English Female fell asleep upon his chest. The Human English Female had a smile upon her visage....but the Human English Male wasn't smiling. He looked at the woman in his arms, and thought....WHO IS THIS? He had mental images in his mind of her having sexual intercourse with THIS guy, or with THAT guy....he pictured them together, having sexual intercourse. He also pictured "lesser" things than sexual intercourse, such as a man's hands upon her, or her kissing another guy on the lips.
2.
He woke her up. "Go to BED!" she went. "We should talk," he replied. "What's your Sexual History?" he asked her. "I don't understand, darling. I mean you love your Sex Workers, and it might or might not be difficult to know exactly who they've done sexual things with, roughly, or whatever. I don't understand," she said. "You're NOT a Sex Worker, though," he replied. "Okay! Fine! Maybe i'll go and have sexual intercourse with a guy RIGHT NOW!" she went, after she had told him the various sexual things that she had done, in the past. "Darling," he replied, "You HAVE this number of sexual things that you've done with guys. Why do you want more, when we have this? If you have more then i'll have to think more about how i feel about that. It's nice if i don't have to think more, isn't it? Why complicate this or that? If that's all, from now on, and we can lie here together, trusting each other, and knowing each other, who we are, and our place in comparison to the other human beings in the United Kingdom And Ireland, and the other human beings in the world. You have to understand the importance that i've placed upon you, what you mean to me, how i almost, but not quite, idolize you. These things, they exist, the sexual things that you've done: they're a part of who you are. You'll be even more valuable to me, etcetera, if you don't do anything more sexual with guys. But it's also WHICH guy, or guys. Etcetera."
3.
Identity's Image had been thinking about the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera. He was reading about this Human English Male, and this Human English Female, after they had given him information about themselves. Identity's Image started talking to himself: "I recognise that you are a fellow man. I understand what this woman means to you. I respect that. And i understand that for women, sexual things exist, and sexual intercourse with a guy, etcetera, is letting a guy into her body. You have different categories of things. Etcetera."
4.
Identity's Image was making a speech. "Things are better if we have a greater sense of understanding with regard to one another, ALL of us, WHO we are. I don't want to hear: "No one's ever gonna KNOW," EVER AGAIN. If i look at you, and i think, "That woman is hiding something sexual, something serious, with a guy," then, well, i mean who is it anyway? And it means even more if it's a woman who means an enormous amount to a guy, who needs her. Etcetera."

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A number of the various Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexuals/Sexual2s/Etcetera, or Hefn-siss/Hefn-sis2s/Etcetera, after they had read what Identity's Image had posted on the Internet about a Human Female's Sexual History, were crying. "I've done so many sexual things with men, i'm no good," they were going. Identity's Image: "The past is the past, and it can't be undone. With hard work, and effort, etcetera, myself, and you, can understand. Who knows? Perhaps if you hadn't done THIS with that guy, or THAT with this guy, then THIS good thing wouldn't have happened. Perhaps there's THIS in your ancestry, or THAT in your ancestry, etcetera. We can find a way around it. What it means is that you're in a different SUBGROUP, perhaps. What matters the MOST, is YOU AND ME. In my eyes, as soon as we have sexual intercourse etcetera, you will mean EVERYTHING to me....the amount of happiness that that will give to me, is enormous. What matters is that you age as little as possible, stay beautiful. And of course, Sexual History is only ONE FACTOR, etcetera."

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1.
Identity's Image was in the same building as Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?": the Gymnasium. There was that "young-looking"-so-t o-speak guy who looks 19 or so, who had flirted with her some time ago, whom she had flirted with. Identity's Image was talking to Talks, Comforts, or T,c. "That guy nodded at me solemnly. Why exactly did he do that? I would not communicate, or whatever, with another figure using a nod in such a manner. That nod incited confusion in me, and fear, and uncertainty. I communicate verbally to an enormous extent: and i am direct in my verbal communication, generally, or more than generally."
2.
The "young-looking"-so-t o-speak guy who looks 19 or so, started talking to Identity's Image. "Did you see how i was rushing around unstable earlier? I had not that much control. I was thinking: "How DARE that whatever" you know, that's YOU Identity's Image, the whatever bit, "How DARE he tell me not to do this!" That's what i was thinking. You could tell how i hated you." Identity's Image: "It's not right for you to hate me. Hefn-sis, whom you flirted with, means almost the World to me, she HAS DONE for a long time. With regard to typing, typing is less real than a number of things. What's real and permanent is a woman's Sexual History. What's real is the suffering caused to another human being, or Human-English-Male-like-figure . What's real is memory." Identity's Image paused for a number of seconds before continuing.
3.
Identity's Image: "Human Females at times represent temptation. I understand this, and i resist temptation. I know that i COULD have sexual intercourse with this Human Female Non-Sexualess from a certain other group that is NOT the group that it is correct for me to whatever, for example....i know this and i say NO. It is correct for me to rather have small amounts of sexual intercourse with Sex Workers, information about whom is found in old copies of the Herald local newspapers, in other local newspapers, on the Internet, and elsewhere....to rather do that, than to have sexual intercourse with that girl. I see a number, from 1 to whatever, of guys who it is correct for her to be with instead of with me....i see them looking at me, accusingly....i see them saying: "She is all to me. And you did that." With regard to the importance of Sexual things for men, more important than the Sexual desire of Human Males is Incorrectness-as in Correctness And Incorrectness-, or crime, doing wrong. I can't lie there, after having had sexual intercourse with a Human Female Non-Sexualess, and think...."i have had this AT THE EXPENCE OF SOMEONE ELSE....as i lie here, with her, i have caused suffering to this guy, i CAUSE suffering to this guy, i can't see him but i know he's there, i know how much she means to him, how there's not much else for him. How he's a tired man, who needs to get better, a man who sent all those texts to her, with no reply. A man who waited and waited for her to come to him....he kept saying "next time"....she kept that man waiting there, he was waiting for her to let her talk to him, day after day, after a number of fake laws had been used against him....week after week....a man who was deceived, her behaviour said "i like you so much. I'm here for you," and then she "changed her mind," after having done what she did to him." And i might have strayed from my point, if i had a point. Ahem. Er, anyway, understanding helps. What was i saying again?"

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4.
Identity's Image: "You seem to me to be capable of putting a significant amount of mental and/or whatever, effort into a non-Hefn-sis Human Female. I'm not going to talk, at this event in SpaceTime, about the other Hefn-sis....but she doesn't live in the urbanised area where i meet Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?" Have you read all of my Internet Posts? I can't put a significant amount of mental and/or whatever effort into anyone new, in fact i might avoid this or that. I just don't have it in me to do that anymore. The tank is empty, you know. All the fuel has been used up. What i need is guarantees, i need a guarantee. I'm not strong any more. There's no way that i can ever just forget about Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?", or the other Hefn-sis. I would rather die."
5.
Identity's Image: "The human being that you were, at that event in Spacetime, is someone who DID this and that, is someone who WOULD HAVE DONE this or that-like in Minority Report, the USA film starring Thomas Cruise-, is someone who EXPOSED ME to this or that, is someone who HATED ME. You have already had an effect upon me. You are part of my memory. Those things are possibly unlikely to change, even if you change into a new human being from now on. Etcetera. And the human being that you were, and possibly are, didn't, or doesn't, understand that the two Hefn-sises are not just, you know, something THIS, or THAT....they're SEVERLY important to me, ENORMOUSLY important to me, SUICIDALLY important, to me, "young-looking"-so-t o-speak guy who looks 19 or so."

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1.
Talks, Comforts, or T,c, and Hatred, Sexual, or H,s, were talking to Human English Female Non-Sexualess Incorrectess Sexual, or Hefn-sis, or "Darling, what might i giveyou maluv?" at the Gymnasium; she was crying. "How is Identity's Image going to talk to me anytime soon, after what that guy has done to him!? When can i see him again?" she wailed. T,c: "He's going to try to contact the Supreme Judge, of the Supreme Court Of Whatever, who is "higher up", in judicial terms, than that guy who has done this to Identity's Image. The guy made a number of claims about the Supreme Judge: Identity's Image is trying to work out if the claims are true or not. I'm not sure how much time Identity's Image shall spend trying to contact the Supreme Judge, whom Identity's Image SHOULD HAVE spoken to last time. After that, whether he speaks to him or not, it will be a number of things from Identity's Image and Damian Collins, his Country Manager. There are also a number of other options, all of which Identity's Image will pursue, if necessary. I am confident that, at some point in the future, Identity's Image shall indeed return: he has done nothing wrong. You know how much he, for want of a better word, "loves", you and the other Hefn-sis. Both of you have caused an enormous amount of suffering to him."
2.
H,s: "That guy, and possibly also the Supreme Judge, are almost at the top of Identity's Image's List Of Human Male Incorrecters, or List Of Human Male Criminals. It seems that that guy believes in committing crime: he certainly acted in such a way. As for what i think that Identity's Image should legally do with regard to that guy and possibly also the Supreme Judge, i-" "Hopefully, though, Identity's Image will be able to speak with the Supreme Judge who will call this off....HATRED, SEXUAL." said T,c, glaring somewhat at H,s. T,c paused for a number of seconds before continuing. T,c: "It makes no sense if a number of human beings can do a number of such things to poor Identity's Image. Hefn-sis, post in the "Correspondance With Myself" section of his Internet Posts, and arrange to meet him, etcetera." T,c said goodbye to Hefn-sis, and he, together with H,s, walked away from her.
3.
T,c: "There is also the other Hefn-sis. And Identity's Image still should categorize the Hefn-sis2s etcetera. Of course, for Identity's Image, though, it is the two Hefn-sises who are with no doubt whatsoever suicidally important for him: sigNIFICANTLY more suicidally important than the Hefn-sis2s etcetera." T,c paused for a number of seconds before continuing speaking to H,s. "I have to say, though....IF ONLY IDENTITY'S IMAGE HAD A GIRLFRIEND."

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I dream of romance constantly.
Soon, may my future girlfriend see
The world that shall unfold before
Two lovers: we shall search the core
Of understanding. May we find
Salvation, as my weary mind
Is ever drained. I feel the hope
Of life: perhaps i soon shall cope.

My lovers who have failed, i feel
Can still approach me, that we heal.
Betrayed, ignored....i feel surprise
That i still stand. I improvise
With truth at times, as i feel weak.
Then up i stand, and ever shriek.

They used fake laws to silence me,
Preferring shallowness: to flee
From what is real is what they do-
Lies, treachery, pride, torture too.
So, ignorant is what they are:
Yet it will not spoil, will not mar
The future. I have hope that they
Shall be with me, shall be the way.

But meanwhile, here i sit, alone:
A Shadow King, upon a throne
Of dust and dirt, whose days fly by,
Like black clouds in a windy sky.
I think, perhaps there is no hope
That i shall ever cease to mope
Because i have no girlfriend. Who
Shall help me? Shall i know smiles too?

I smile as hope once more prevails
Upon my heart: depression fails
To keep me down for long, as i
Think happy thoughts: i often sigh
That soon a girl shall find me true.
When she comes, may she stick like glue.

So where are you, my lover!? Are
You reading this, must i go far?
We must be one, so that i heal-
So that she comes and spins my wheel.
I, thinking happy thoughts, soon sigh:
"I hope she sees me, eye to eye,
And smiles at me, then says hello.
We speak our names, and off we go!"
Too often have i seen a girl
Ignore me, or shoot off-a whirl
Of gracefulness. May you now see
Beyond my surface, may we be.

I need you, girlfriend: come, so that
We may unite. We must soon chat
About ourselves, and about more:
I hope i do not make her sore.
I go here, there, but you have not
Yet been with me. Give me a shot.
So much is on the Internet
About myself. Come now and get
Acquainted with me. If we be,
As soon as possible, you see,
There then shall be real change, real hope:
If ink-black darkness leaves, the scope
Of what has happened shall impress
Itself upon our species. Less
And less shall suffering divide
And conquer us. It shall shoot wide
As it is beaten-dead and gone.
It might be heard of in a song.

My girlfriend must soon be with me:
My torture cease: i hope to see
Humanity in different light.
I hope my girlfriend is a sight!
Therefore i finish, smiling now.
In your embrace i shall say, "Wow."