Dear Terrence, If it every mean anything to you, I love you unconditionally, truely and solely. It hurts me to my heart when I see anybody going through something so unecessary and devastating. Im sure you know how you feel about the situation and what actually took place. You know, I usually tweet stuff, mostly good stuff about things, but you know I am not going to tweet any of your business just because the world is already doing that. I feel, yeah..your business is out here, but only because you are famous and shit like this get out, unfortunately no matter how low-key you try to play it. I am sorry for anything that has affected your life to this point of discernment. I keep saying, sometimes we know what we want, but we don't always no what we need. Deep down I know you are really looking to be loved, but it probably seems like there is no love out here, it's so over rated. Stop looking and let it come to you. You will know..believe me you will know. God willing. I have cried like a baby over and over putting judgement past you. And you want to know what? I did. I don't believe in judging any1 that's not for us to do. Further more, we don't know all the details and only God knows what happen, that's why it's up to him to handle it. Even God discipline not punish. I have always felt this spiritual connection to you that's more so good. I don't really know why, but my gut and instincts tell me it can't hurt to love someone so much that you don't even know or even met for that matter. You talk about, "being who you are," not being pretentious," "shine through," be a source of strength and courage," focus on realizing your potential and improving yourself" and I can go on and on and on. I can even hear you saying, "I don't need you to tell me what I said, I know what I said," It's who you are. I don't mean it in a bad way so don't get me twisted either, but I always say remember who you are and where you came from. Sometimes we don't like where we can from, but it's really what suppose to help you grow and learn from it. You want to know what it's called, The Root Of Your Struggle. Lock that in, it's for real. Either we can let pain and hurt over-take us or we can do something about it or we can take it to our graves, which we will live over and over again. It's called 'Repetition'..now we don't want that do we. Terrence if this message gets to you and I pray and hope like none other it does you feel me because I have been so inspired by your personality/persona. I follow you in what you do as any loving big fan would do. Yes, I am a huge fan of yours I love what you potray on and off screen. I fell in love with you spiritually and not physically. I found you to be really ammazzzzin..and rather touching to the chest of so many. I believe in you and you will whether this storm and deal with whatever comes at you. We must go through the storm to appreciate the sunshine. My prayers are with Michelle for whatever she's dealing with as well. I sent you messages to your Terrence Howard Topix News Forum and myspace where you friend me back in May under Celia. Check me out and you will see that I have been nothing but inspirational to you as well. I know you don't know me and who ever gets this I pray for them to relate it to you to read yourself.( I sure hope they do) I am just hoping for at least an email or message to know you care about what I am saying from my heart to your heart. I just want to reach out and give you some spiritual love and support that I feel in me. Take care. kisses and hugs.