suicide

Its true. and after I tell you my story, you’ll prolly want to kill me yourself. You see it all started in my childhood when I was locked in my room with no food. I began to understand that I didn’t matter and that my life was for crap. then my dad didn’t want me and I ended up in various group homes and placements and hospitals where I got on everyone’s nerve as and no one liked me. now this wasn’t a delusion in my mind it was true. you see I have come top realize that none really likes me for long. I have no idea why. so anyway I have never been able to keep a job because I am lazy. it ions so painful for me to do any real work that without help I can't get it done. now I have drawn unemployment for a year and I am so fat I cant walk down the street. my wife has to work and clean and make supper while I play video games or watch TV. I am a loser.
so anyway I think it would be better if I was to die and thats why i wanna kill myself. The bills are piling up and all the money goes toward my dipping habit. But I cant work hell I can barely walk because I ate my self into submission. My wife deserves better than me. So I am thinking about poison. I don’t have a gun because I am a felon. Yeah maybe poison. The other day my wife wanted to make love. But i am to fat. so now she ha to live with nothing but a fat slob who can't even pleasure her. My selfishness has no bounds. I hate myself. I just wanna go away so everyones life can be better. Because all my life all i have done is bring people down. I lived witha woman who i mentally abused to the point she wanted to commit suicide. she took a bunch of pills and almost died. shes prolly still messed up. I just think that i have no purpose here. I just muck peoples lives up.

How about joint suicide :|

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