I need somewhere to vent and someone to listen.

I don't vent. I simply don't people wonder why. I'm the tough girl who never vent. Inside I'm the one who's dying to. The problem is i don't have anyone to vent to. I'm there for a lot of different people but no ones ever there for me. I wonder what it feels like to be so comforted and held and been told that its okay instead of not being cared enough. I wish someone cared

I really like this girl infact I live her, I gave up all my other friends to stick up for her and protect her because they weren't nice to her so I had ago at them now we aren't friends, I practically moulded my life to make her happy, I told her I like her but she didnt feel the same way, she text me the other day saying she likes this guy and if all goes well they'll be dating soon cus he like her too, what do you do? You hav no other friends to turn too and your best friend has turned to someone else and practically left me for dead, I feel like I put all my eggs in one basket but that basket had a hole in it so everything broken, if it's you and you read this atleast you understand why I'm doing this, I have nowhere to go

I mean love not live

Hello Dear,

My name is Cynthia i saw your profile today at (www.topix.com ) and became interested in you and i want you to contact me back through my private email here (cynthiadon@rocketmail.com) so that i can give you my photo for you to know whom i am,and remember that distance or colour doesn't matter anything but love matters allot in life,am waiting for your reply soon.
Cynthia

cynthiadon@rocketmail.com

Hello Dear,

My name is Cynthia i saw your profile today at (www.topix.com )and became interested in you and i want you to contact me back through my private email here (cynthiadon@rocketmail.com) so that i can give you my photo for you to know whom i am,and remember that distance or colour doesn't matter anything but love matters allot in life,am waiting for your reply soon.
Cynthia

cynthiadon@rocketmail.com

Shawna_is_awesome wrote:

I don't care if no one reads this, I just need to write it down somehow. I am fed up with my sister! She's always purposely hurting me. Today, she pulled my hair and started hurting me, while laughing the whole time. She tried to turn our dog against me. Then, she walks by and purposely steps on my foot using her heel. Hard. After about one minute, it starts turning blue. I show her and she starts to laugh hysterically. The searing pain when she stepped on it probably hurt more than when my foot got run over by a car! When I say she stepped hard, I mean it. I just hate how she's always hurting me. God knows what she's capable of if I pissed her off bad. I mean, I suppose it's normal for siblings to fight like that, I just wish she'd atleast be a bit more gentle, or not do it all. I am enraged and I just wanna beat the sh!t out of her sometimes. I will unleash my fury one day...all due to HER and her stupid injuring that she thinks is fun when it's not even close to fun.
I feel better.
If you need to vent, go ahead.

i totally get you my sisters the same shes always hitting me and abuseing me then when i tell my parents then they hit me and then run to my sister and says shes an angel i hate my life thats why im emo... D:

life wrote:

ok well my 15 year old is pregnant.not really a problem.. i los t my phone yesterday . i c alled and a spanish man answered could not understand him.i have my stepson living here which is ok but i will need the room in about 6 months. hes about 26 or so. i also have a male friend living here he sleeps on the couch,thats fine. they both pay rent,but i do need the bedroom soon. my husband eats and drinks all the snacks my daughter needs for school.my mom is real sick.i could go on and on but why bother?

you have your life to live on thats why you can carry one you have your whole life to live and all these problems are gonna pile up if you dont solve them one at a time i no im just a little emo girl and i have no life and a evil sister but im taking it one step at a time and you shud to wishh you luck find yourself and listen to avengedseven fold they will help you unless you dont like rock well again wish you luck

Venting and just need to let it out. I'm just gonna type and not edit this. Whatever is I'm feeling right now. Ladies, not all guys are assholes. Especially the nice guys. I really hate girls that think don't give the nice guys a chance and just go straight for the bad boys. why are you going back to them when you know they'll treat you like ass??? Us nice guys just wants to be with you and wants please you. If you are with one and don't want to be with them just tell them straight up. Don't string them along till you find someone else. Playing with someone's heart is really hurtful.
I know I should move on but I guess the moments we shared keeps me thinking about her. Why are you still trying to talk to me once and awhile? Do you really need to boost your ego that you can get my anytime you want? Why are you text/IM'ing me when you guy is not around? WTF? Just went I think I could be over you but somehow you contact me?
I guess nice guys do really finish last.... No matter what you do , you can never win. Even though girls wants someone to treat them right but somehow when someone does, you get scared or go back to a bad boy. I don't get it. you want one thing but then go do another. This is why relationships are damn hard.
One day, I will find someone that will appreciate me for who I am. For those people want those bad boy and then one day know that this is not what you want. Sorry, It'll be too late.
Oh yeah, don't give me some bullshit why you don't want to be with me. We were moving too fast? Then a month later you date someone and you were ready for that all the sudden? really? why couldn't you tell me we weren't working? and then you string me around for awhile while you were seeing this guy?
You wonder why I don't talk you anymore? gee, I wonder why? I really hope you don't try to contact me when you break up with the current guy because I know all the lies you've told me. I really don't need this in my life. I'm still hurting even after though it's been awhile. I think you f'd me up pretty good.
I just rambled alot. probably just a bunch of nonsense but I wanted to let it out. I'm sorry that I offended the people who I was venting about.

Psh, everyone has problems that are problems. ;__; Psh... I'll rant anyways because you know I came here for thaaaaaaaaat :3
I'm just feeling better now O.o
Omg that's depressing. I feel better aafter omg that's messed up ;_______; (feeling bettar after hearing about your lives)
Okay, so uhm my best friend is ignoring me for no reason again. I moved away like a year ago. D:, and so we talk on facebook and stuff. And my other friend who I count as my best friend, even though she never goes on facebook >_________>' So yea. I have no life, because my life is shit :), well my dad's an obssessive freak. He wont let me out or anything. I don' ask him anymore because I know that he'll say no. So my social life is over.
I've moved 3/4 times this year. 2 schools. So this is the newest schooooool. And yeah.
So he's away now. And my mum is being a prick. No can't bend the rules. She's my step mum though. Lol, oh and I never got told that. They think I don't know. My real mum and dad split up when I was one.:), she has mental problems so I live with my dad. And I'm such a bitch. I neglected her. Because I thought she was ugly. I keep contact with the rest of that side via fb. There are no pictures of her. I think I saw one like 6 months ago. I used to see her ever two weeks, like 1 year or 2 years ago.
I don't anymore. Because my dad forced me into beliving i didn't want to live with her. making these crazy accusations. I was lying when they came over. Like saying things like she illusions things. and tried to kill me. and stuff. my dad's an over reacting bitch.:D.
So anyway, uh so contacts and shit were cut. So I never see her. I think I might be able to see her when I'm 15?:), but I made horrible accusations. I take full blame for that. I could have stopped my self and my dad.:). But no I fell in to the pressure. I'm such a bitch. But I guess I was selfish. So what if he hurt me a bit. but he lashed out a bit like a couple months ago. like proper. and he's so religious. he forces me into it.
That's also the reason why i don't believe in all that shit. I have to pretend. if i don't then he threatens all this shit. i'm scared that's why. I'm a coward.._. but it's scary when I try to rebel. i don't. because i know some shit could happen.
I imagine being with my mum. I don't care if she has schizophrenia I think that's how you spell it. I went to the doctors about it. Just in case I had like some of it. And to hear info. My dad took me because the court ordered it. He forced me to well he told me i had to not listen and just get out as soon as i could. And because i was/am such a ignorant bitch. I didn’t want to hear about it anyway. I have 1-3 percent chance of it. I think. I never got to hear it. It’s my fault.
I partly accepted the idea of living with my dad, because she was ugly. Well to me. Because I am so stupid. SO FUCKING STUPID. I pushed her away. I’m so stupid. Stupid. And the other half is because she was “mental”. He always used that term. Like she was crazy or something. she's been on pills injections and other things. and that's because she wanted custody over me.:/ I'm such a shit head.:/// fajsdlkj omg and i feel so depressed these days like this pain. That I don't. CAN'T understand. I actually look forward to school.
That's my lame ass life.

Shawna_is_awesome wrote:

I don't care if no one reads this, I just need to write it down somehow. I am fed up with my sister! She's always purposely hurting me. Today, she pulled my hair and started hurting me, while laughing the whole time. She tried to turn our dog against me. Then, she walks by and purposely steps on my foot using her heel. Hard. After about one minute, it starts turning blue. I show her and she starts to laugh hysterically. The searing pain when she stepped on it probably hurt more than when my foot got run over by a car! When I say she stepped hard, I mean it. I just hate how she's always hurting me. God knows what she's capable of if I pissed her off bad. I mean, I suppose it's normal for siblings to fight like that, I just wish she'd atleast be a bit more gentle, or not do it all. I am enraged and I just wanna beat the sh!t out of her sometimes. I will unleash my fury one day...all due to HER and her stupid injuring that she thinks is fun when it's not even close to fun.
I feel better.
If you need to vent, go ahead.

Best thing for u to do is get a restraining order on your sister at least then she cant harm or touch u in any way guess u both live in the same house but thats ok. just go to your sheriffs dept. tell them your story and wat u waqnt to do. u need to get hold of this soon before she might kill u or someone else she is close to GOOD LUCK I PRAY IT ALL WILL WORK OUT

Well I just need to vent. I love my boyfriend, but he cheated. He's been my first EVERYTHING and I can't just leave him. I've been in love with him for three years. I've taken him back, but I can not trust him. When he takes too long to reply or isn't with me I think he's cheating. I'm soooo sick of bringing it up. I'm miserable though. I'm stuck..

Lately ive been EXTREMELY stressed, tired and eating A LOT I have mid terms coming up and some personal problems and I dont know whats going on, I feek like I cant go on. Like I just wanna lock myself away and forget about everything. Im not the type or guy thats usually emo and sad or whatever. Im an outgoing guy, usually always happy. But recently my life is literally crashing. It feels as if I have billions of pounds if weight on my shoulder and if I make one mistake EVERYTHING falls. I really dont know what to do, im on the edge, I found myself looking in the mirror holding a handfull of tranquilizers, morphine, oxy, and a bunch of pills actually contemplating on taking them. Like wtf, I dont even want to, it was just a force or something, I didnt realize what I was doing. Im afraid of what im capable of doing, I dont wanna do something like suicide. I just want it to be over, I thought venting would help but its really no

Hmm...where do I start..okay this guy Ian he is 19 and I'm 14 yeah I know I'm young,and it would be illiagal for anything to happen between us,but I basically only hang out with people like my friend alysha she's 20,well she has a crush Ian and so do I but at the time she was unaware of it and whenever I saw Ian we would just have fun and I would normally cuddle with him and he's cool so on holloween I get a wild text and after awhile I figure out that it was Ian so I save the number in my phone and at the time I was cutting myself and occasionally taking migraine pills for no apoerant reason,but I start to talk to Ian and around November 20th I tell him that I liked him and so over a couple of days of us flirting he confesses that he likes me too,but i was ot allowed to tell anyone because he has a girlfriend and im under age and so we start to talk more intamitly and between then and December 10th I send him a couple of nude pics and he tells me that he wants to have sex ect. And so we go to the movies with alysha and slysha wanted to sit next to Ian but I sat next to him first,and so I'm curled up on his left side while alysha is on his right side and he puts his coat over us so she could not see what we were doing,and so he was touching my neck and just touching me and after the movie we go back to alyshas house and I had to call my mom to get a ride home it's about 2:30am and so he leaves and my mom comes and picks me up and a couple of days later I go over to alyshas house and I tell her everything about me and Ian then she told my mom...and I so I get in trouble,my phone taken away,I'm constsnly being watched and I'm sure that Ian hates me...but he told me that he prefers me over any girl he has ever dated...I really like him...and I'm not allowed to talk to him nor see him ever again along with alysha,I'm now put in indipendit study so I'm at home all day,and I'm not getting much sleep...when I do sleep I have dreams about Ian and he is constantly on my mind.what do you guys think I should do? Oh and my parents want to put me in a mental hospital,and for the record I did not have sex or even kiss him.

I honestly dont get it wrote:

Lately ive been EXTREMELY stressed, tired and eating A LOT I have mid terms coming up and some personal problems and I dont know whats going on, I feek like I cant go on. Like I just wanna lock myself away and forget about everything. Im not the type or guy thats usually emo and sad or whatever. Im an outgoing guy, usually always happy. But recently my life is literally crashing. It feels as if I have billions of pounds if weight on my shoulder and if I make one mistake EVERYTHING falls. I really dont know what to do, im on the edge, I found myself looking in the mirror holding a handfull of tranquilizers, morphine, oxy, and a bunch of pills actually contemplating on taking them. Like wtf, I dont even want to, it was just a force or something, I didnt realize what I was doing. Im afraid of what im capable of doing, I dont wanna do something like suicide. I just want it to be over, I thought venting would help but its really no

What type of personal problems?

I am an Indian girl.
As tradition goes I am in an arranged marriage. We were chosen for each other by our families. Neither of us had any say in this.
It's been a year. I have adjusted to his family and won over all of them. I have even developed strong feelings for him as well because he is a good man. But he doesn't feel anything for me and has a notion that I am a bad person, upto no good, mistreat and disrespect his family members, a pathological liar, a slut and overall disgusting human being.
In india a divorce is the absolute last choice for any one and if it does take place the whole blame id placed on the woman's head.
I have tried everything, now I am considering suicide that is my only option.
I am in love with someone who doesn't like me let alone love me. I was so happy that I had married a good man a sophisticated well educated man but what lay beneath that polished veneer was impossible to know I am heart broken and life is getting to sad and impossible to handle any longer.

Sukriti Chaudhury Sanyal wrote:

I am an Indian girl.
As tradition goes I am in an arranged marriage. We were chosen for each other by our families. Neither of us had any say in this.
It's been a year. I have adjusted to his family and won over all of them. I have even developed strong feelings for him as well because he is a good man. But he doesn't feel anything for me and has a notion that I am a bad person, upto no good, mistreat and disrespect his family members, a pathological liar, a slut and overall disgusting human being.
In india a divorce is the absolute last choice for any one and if it does take place the whole blame id placed on the woman's head.
I have tried everything, now I am considering suicide that is my only option.
I am in love with someone who doesn't like me let alone love me. I was so happy that I had married a good man a sophisticated well educated man but what lay beneath that polished veneer was impossible to know I am heart broken and life is getting to sad and impossible to handle any longer.

D: hello I just want to say a couple of things,first your heart wants what it wants.second if he is the only thing that will truly make you happy you should stay around,I recently learned that it is not worth killing yourself over somebody :) that's all,have a good day sweetie!

I also don't care if anybody reads this - i just need to vent. My spouse promised to have kids with me before we got married but now he says he doesn't want them. I hate being in this marriage sometimes. He lied to me, and sometimes I wish I'd never married him.