conversation and question to god (gathering of developers)

halo god....
its me, claire, i just talked to man, and i guess man has spoken to me.
its not nice the things they are saying, but i am not in this place to speak to anyone but you.
and yes i went and commented on someone elses trial.
our poor trials to life. our own trail of tears. our own victum of being born,
poor poor babies on the earth, with all the wonderful work there is and we have to suffer this battle of fear.
lord when i worked at superior press, i was the third secretary leo was first genny was second and i was thrid, i was to greet customers, type. file and help where ever help was needed, bosco to me had the most exciting of all the jobs. his was to go out to the banks and show our product, we had delux printing who had all the banks just about. it was awesome to go all over to speak to people regarding our style of printing, and watching the steps to all of this was wonderful. i loved all the people there, gee, when the girl in the back i knew she was better then me, she wrote prettier then i did, i have this block in my mind about writing, once i purposed it cause of nasti people. then i just lost the ability to write with flair. its like the ballett dance, its a flair.... for a heart to take flight, to bless the feet and hands of a dancer. gee with all the wonderful work there is, this world could be wonderful if we did not have to lie to each other about stuff.
they dont have gold to back up money and what the heck is gold anyway
just look at it thats all,
who put that stupid value on it.....
you god
what for
all you can do with it is make jewlery
and it just sits around collecting dust.
the earth and the people are the value
infact i think the people are equal in value
to the earth

i would rather them open the vault doors and show me a bunch of kind people waving then some stupid gold.
i would rather see a human life as far more value then a bar of gold.
the human heart, with out the people who rule
i would love it if you would just come back well i bet your there anyway huh.

you in that garden, and that statement about a day as a thousand and a thousand as a day
here is a thought for me because i was a catholic put the whole church well every church inside the valut. and keep them happy and kind and peace and dont let the enemy get them
i know i use to think when i went into a building with believers i would just close the door and not let anyone out, the people out there are going mean,,,, mean,,, mean.. you know that has two meanings huh. mean i mean this and mean that was not nice. or is it spelled another way. oh bother. it does not matter someone will take my mind and lead me some other way.

so i sit here thinking clearing my mind for a spiritual awakening, of you. and your reality to the worlds you made. and why.
i can think why i wanted a child
friendship
but they out there destroyed that ability i had with their words
so i used the same words to bark back at them.
i am not a nice person no more.
i know i am not.
drafting up ideas was at one time fun.
making cut out paper dolls of me and the children was awesome and putting the sash for we are fearfully and wonderfully made, then to open it and see what you put in it, heart lungs kindeys and makeing it like a wonderful work of art. and learning guide how each part has something wonderful to do. all the innocents in a mind. for children. innocent children

i hate the people who make sex the greater joy of life. or that they have to break into your soul to confuse you.just to embarrase you.
basket ball around the world that was a awesome game for me and the children, to name a place to go to spell it i loved putting the map up so they could see the world.
hot air ballons, air planes trains boats gosh so much and a horse. mule donkey. gosh, the chickens were so much fun to have. every good thing.
good work.

can i take this my case to you? please. i want to be me and not me mean, and i dont want them breaking into my head.
or i want their heads to explode if they do.
sorry
i dont want evil but gosh
my head is damaged
and its not fair
they got their heads that have not hit pavement at 70mph
and no one beat them up after the fact of surgey on their head
what gave those guys the right to beat on me.
god i need you to answer me.
you know they tell lies to people about me.
this is where i really hope your as real as i think you are.

you know people make people important
its not that i am not like them as far as the people i love and am happy to see
like i do like trump i love his daughter and his wives..... i guess i just like the fact he likes the models. of beauty,,,,,,
i read his book well almost all of them. he to me is a fun guy with ideas of movement how to make it work.....
its only for a little while and really he is what his parents created and they did an awesome job.
and i do like hillary i loved the book about her too. i love her daughter
and i love perry stone. gosh i can go on and on about the people i love to hear think on and well just pray for. i love beth middler and barbarba strisand.

oh i think i could go around the world with who i love, i love the girl deb at that store and then i can go from store to store just loveing
omega and liz pauline golly gee there are so many to really love.
shirely, oh gosh let me think on her name the demo delux leader, she has such a trial and she is so very beautiful and she is trying so hard to work threw this tuff life. but she is so nice. its the nice people i like the most. and really want to see again and again
the mean ones are like what the goverment did to husaine
like bush said they smoked him out
i know they told husaine to get off the throne to step down but husanine did not see he was the problem, so america killed his male children and then found him and told his government to do something with him. well that is how it sounds to me. and his govenment killed him by hanging him.
you know this nation america is alot like him.
they think they are all good people just like he thought.
but our government is double minded an truth i dont know a police man that is nice. i sure would not want to invite them to a outing. the government made them wrong.
ok god, my point of view.

they arrrest people, they claim broke man made law. but the movie producers are breaking the law all day long. they use too much water. they blow up stuff. they ruin cars. they put gas into the air. they pervert the minds of people. they hire prostutes. and then they give them awards for sexual performances.
so, with the breaking of law. just go and see a movie. they teach a child to do it. then say oh well just cause you saw it you dont have to do it. lord god almighty. come on.
take a look at them
eaither be like you or be like the other guy
and for me to start that conversation about the other guy..
why would you want to make a deal with him...... whats wrong with you god.

you dont want him in heaven so he rules the earth
and thats if people belive in a book and you. god
thats only if htey belive in you.
you know why they dont like you
or are you clueless.....
do you like your self??????
think that one over???
do you like you?
this is serious.
you have to come to terms.
are you real or are you not real?
if your not real.
then no one should teach about you at all.
do you understand that.....
i hear their voice and i hear you.
dont i?!
i know why you took jesus out into the desert
when the word said jesus went to get baptised
then you spoke and jesus walked with you in a good conversation for 40 days you spoke to him and all he did was listen.
then satan came
he reminded him about being in the body. and the body gets hungry
he had to keep his mind on you. it was not in referance to a book, the very word of god. is not the referance to the torah. its your thoughts.
he had to break the hold of man on man. to understand you. and why he came to earth. to be made man
i feel sorry for you god.
my heart breaks for you.

for so many people keep having people and the rulers just want to kill. and be held high.
you as jesus
a man
with the voice of your own creation. telling you your hungry your well i think on people i talked about this too.
it dont matter what each of us think about this history book of god.
it matters what you are doing about your own history of you. god
this is your story
you write in our minds
your words are in our hearts
then satan and his children come into our minds to break our conversation with you.
for me i am too tired of it all
why is it so important to wait so long to do the right thing for life
i know we die anyway
we grow up to grow old to die
that is what held jobe in his hour of tempting i dont even understand what that story made the books.
truth there are somethings in that story book that i dont think are understandable
like able
i see able as having a pet
and loving this pet
i see able as listening to his parents about the garden and you
i see able as someone who cries about death
i see able kill his pet and cry to you about how sorry he is that death is the only option hmm dont know how to spell that word.
and if a grammer schollar would read what i write they would puncutate it golly golly gee. anyway when able killed his pet and his heart broke you broke,
true love is a hard thing to understand

love is a hard thing to understand
the emotions of our minds and hearts
fear
i dont fear you i fear man
you i see as someone i can run too and you embrase me and wipe away my tears
man is someone who runs after me trying to kill me you dont do this
you dont run after me telling me i am a sinner
you run after me telling me you have a plan for my life
and i see it in your hand and i embrase it
then i start to do it
and man walks in
and tells me evil things
like i am a show off
or a saint you aint
and i falter
or how do i think i am?
for me
i am a creation of life
made to enjoy life
because of god
he enjoys life
and he enjoys work
and he calls his work good
so i am too enjoy it too
but man smashes this idea with a hateful word
look at how funny your body looks.
or you dont do it right.
smash smash smash
no blessing here
but with you
you dont do that to me and infact your dont do that to anyone who talks to you
works good.
i love to go to stores and do demos
i think i am a commercial or i just love setting up the table and puting the stuff on it and getting the product and i love to read what the inventor has said about their product and i love to see if i can convey that message oh well its all just earht rearanged. earth rearranged.
elements pulled out of the earth made into a new form.
quite exciting huh
and to think its all yours
huh god.
ok i have to seperate this story of mine up. but i do thank you god for the ability to talk and as far as it goes.
to christians who talk to my mind about excepting jesus as lord and savior.
i have no judgement for you.
that belongs to god for it is appointed once a man to die then gods judgenemt.
so if you read my convrsation with god.
just know i know jesus and i believe in god.
and to me god means gathering of developers.
he gathered it all and formed man
from the earth
so why dont you talk to him
and like most who dont believe in god
dont talk to them about him
let them search for the conversation in him
and see if htey can break the hold over their mind from one voice to his
i dont want to rule
i want him to do his thing
his will be done on the earth as it is in heaven
that is a qoute from the story of god
halo jews
peace be with you
what elements can be found in the earth

halo god
i know you woke me early, and i know shilo is in my heart. i want to go and care for the horses, i want to break the spiritual powers over me. i keep hearing injin lover, i remember hearing nigro lover, i remember hearing how i loved people of other faiths. your god. if i speak english they i know your name in english but if i know another language then i say you name like that, so i know i am depressed, very very depressed, so i am praying i am thinking strong thoughts for others. and i am thinking of extreem make over to call them and ask if they can help shilo. go there and build nice stables, and perhaps this can mount to higher grounds. they do teach riding lessons at a low fee. and to care for life, such as a horse. you know the more i think about that horse, they ran free with on one caring but you. its nice to have horses. its in sandy vally, oh god oh god. oh god. oh god. here i break i hear the evil ones children. and i know they ruin every good thing. instead of building life they kill it. oh and about that boy who was from germany, i am broken for his parents heart to know tht america tortured him like that i do believe that about america, its a murder america. they came here pretending to be doing your will. and they stole the land. and belittled the native people. in every work i look at from this government i see people who just want to kill. they kill all that is good. and they torture anyone they will. they pull together and torture and they drug you, if they really wanted to help the first thing they would do is send out helpers. fix broken things but they dont do that, they drug you, and be little you. and if your already hurt. like me brain damage due to hitting pavement, but i wont let them get me that down. in their face i will stand again.
and when you burn them in hell they will know why they went to hell.
just like your story jesus, you said there was a rich ruler. and there was a poor man and the dogs licked the poor mans wounds the rich man died and the poor man died, the poor man went to abramhams heart, and the rich went to hell. the rich man said put your finger in water and give me drink, but you answered and said while the poor man was there you did not give him drink.
as much as we wish people would think on you they dont,
so they torture us,
how i feel,
me as a person. i would tell you dont put skin on me yet, until you perfect my personality.
do my spirit first. then dress me in skin
because the skin i want is so pretty i want to have the spirit of beauty before the skin goes on, and if i dont know how to be loveing and kind and well pleaseing in your sight then i would only have a beautyful body and i would ruin it, with my evil heart, if my heart is jealous or mean or bitter, the beauty that is well.
for me as a women long hair black dark skin i dont like brest bumps on my chest. and i only like hair on my head, not on my legs or under arms. or any where else. and i dont want unneeded holes. ear holes nose holes and a mouth and eyes. thats enough holes in my body. i dont want to eat. so i dont need the other holes.
and emotions i want in my heart, and i want lots of good ideas. so if you make me on the earth then i want to garden and care for all the good things. with those who love the good things. i want to feel with my fingers, and my feet smell with my nose and see with my eyes and hear all the good things like the ocean and animals and gosh the wind and rain, there is so much i want innocents always. and i dont want to be tempted to be like them.
and they know who i am refering to, those who say oh this is the real world you live in a dream
so i would like to be like a negro or mexican or indian or smonan well i like dark with a loving heart. and i dont want to be with them that are mean, spiritual people who destroy tease break in and i dont mean steal from trash cans. i mean hurt people. destroy the good in life.

shilo is in my heart all those wonderful horses and chickens and gee wiz the life of life for all the right reasons. but i have to stay home again for a window. for a claim. for a nother day. jesus, now i have sung the songs kurk and i started singing when he was first home schooled. then the spirits of the oppressors, step in. all about oppressing.... all about who rules who. jesus. i know that if my mind is allowed to stay on you i become the person you like to be with and i like who i become, but when they step into my mind i argue with them, then its them in my head ruling my day. they break in with their guns, they break in with their fist they break in with their minds. they oppress. so bad. that you wish that you were dead. because all i try to do is remember someone elses story of you. a lady who held to your hem. faith that you knew she was there, your virtue, virtue, left you, and you knew from all the people here was one of faith, i love some of the stories. especally about you. i hate to know people try to disprove you. to me your so real. its like i see you alot. i remember when i saw you behind people and you said claire do i treat you like that? but i am so oppressed. and when they are more real then you, i falter. i walk away from you. its like people want to dispute you as a real person. and that i did see you. i just think your taking way to long. and i know i should have stayed single. being married to a nonbeliever is not a good thing. and all the thoughts of what the threat was . all the threats i write for you to read for my heart is pirced with the voice of the power who rule. i want to sleep q 2 but please dont turn me i am still in my body and i can get up. its just pain and i can endure it for a while, longer.

they who know they rule and have made a deal with those who already rule. in the mind we know who is entering in. information passed down from one ruler to the other.
god....god...
the book of your history,,, when the last chapter is written about the deep dark secrets of satan.
lucifer is just a person, the title is fallen angel. but his ability is to turn people away from you and the path you have for their lives. because you have your mind on eturnity
they have been with you some like enoch walked with you and are no more because you took them, well that is the way this history book about you and the people wrote this story as they remember it or were told it. like adam and eve. as they lived it they told it to their children. as i live today i tell to my children.
what is going on in our heads is not always what is going on while we suffer a day. like rape when you are told to shut up and tell your kid to go to bed, or they will kill them, i hold these evils these fears. this torture of american people who let it happen and when i told what happend they blessed the rapiest and said i was jealous of them. the attackers.

good to be here alone with your god
i know i love to answer others with as i think its funny
cause they all got problems
and we are watching the news
i know they love their job and they had to compet to get it.
and well the government got the whole thing on your shoulders
so god.
i know i see you still in that empty garden
with the animals and your just petting them
good thing you dont get paid to be god. someone would say your loafing on the job.
cant you just come back
i am really mad at you god
nothing would be here if it were not for you
you shook the test tube
and it exploded
ok so you predesteined it huh
you know they hear me and i know they are over me
i want to be dead i wish i died in the car accident
and not at the hands of american people
if i died then no kids
and i would not know i was so poor and so hurt
oh well
like you remind me of you
i remind you of me
and i am pissed
i could have had one million dollars if i did not have to listen to duane who told me i had to take that car accident money and he made fun of me all the time and he had to have it for his home in pomona the same city where the car accident was
and he lied an said we would move once we moved in it, we would sell it and move out of pomona where the car accident was but he lied he forced me to take that stinking money and he did not let me get well and he beat me in the head after surgery on my ear
and he tells people i was not hurt
i hate him
i hate him and william marino and well i have lots of people i hate
and lots i love
but these guys who broke into my life and hurt my kids well
i have no forgiveness
and i dont care if your offened but your the same
come up here till i make your enemies your footstool whats up with that statement god

ok god. i am so upset
my son got sick and i am too poor to help
i am not working and the things going on in my head sucks.
every one wants to see me on the stage
first throw them all threw the van windshiled hold a hammer over their heads. beat them and rape them break into their home while they sleep then call them a liar. that these things never happend to me
god
harry browning tried to kill me and my friend i saw him in the bathroom with a knife to vickies back i saw what he did to me. and this sick government gave him a business
wow
how impressed am i about this stinking government
you know they have no fear of you god
if they did they would rejudged what they did to the people who were here when they got here
they swing a bible while they live the lie
they stole the land at gun point
how is that representing you
and now they built for you a whore house
one breathe they say prostution is a crime punishable by jail time
while they have people on tv doing the same thing
to tell you the truth some of the faiths are right
if your the god of america your double minded in all your ways just like the churches are here
give back the land you phoney bunch of americans church goes and stop telling people we comminted sin when its your kids who taught it and you taught it
tell the truth your a bunch of murders in your schools and in your work place

I think you should lay OFF the drugs!!

god is Imaginary friend wrote:

I think you should lay OFF the drugs!!

you sound like shuch a sweet person. thank you for telling me about your bad drug habit. in the power of the father of creation may you feel his love and kindness and your power of unkindness change. in to love and blessings and never again will anyone fear you for your power to murder. r u a terrorist. sounds like one. conviction of drugs is a powerful conviction and you sound like a terrorist. you have to creator well thats your problem when you die you go no where. anyway way would a creator want someone like you your nasti mean evil, unkind and well rude. i dont do drug. like you do. sorry you must be a typical american

halo
god
halo jesus
sorry for the world who killed you but that is what happens when people are in power.
they lie and steal and cheat you out of life unless your a murder and theif or like minded.
so today is too hard for me to get up and get motaviated for life. i am extreemly disapointed that your not taking your people out of here. i hate being here, and i think all most everyone who believes in you hates being here. no true believer would want to live under these conditions unless your one of those who make life like this. opprssive. i just ate knowing that mexicans who once owned calif nv. arizona texas they were all here they can trace their roots to this nation, but because some phoney so called christian coveted the land and stole it from them and now we have their ansestory here now making a whore house out of the land and it all looks so good. over here that everyone wants to be here.