HOPE

that what he thinks he is King Obama

"MY DREAMS of UNTOUCHABLE KITTY."

I close my eyes, then I drift away,
Into the magic night, I softly sway,
Oh, smile and pray, like dreamers do,
Then I fall asleep, to dream my dreams of you.....

There you stand tossing your hair about
smiling, laughing, talking.....oblivious to me
You're my obsession, but I'm just an object;
a buoy at sea, somewhere in the fuzzy edges
of your peripheral vision.....

Everytime that you move........or look my way
I just........can't..........bre athe!

You know what?
I notice Everything about you!
I notice the way the light reflects off your teeth
when you laugh and smile.....

I notice the glint of golden sunlight in your hair
I notice the flecks of brown and gold honey
that drips on me from your eyes, whenever I'm
fortunate enough that you glance my way......

I notice the timbre of your voice.....
I notice the way your breasts move when you breathe
I notice the shape of your body,
Your face, every curve; every trace.

I notice the graceful flow of your hands and fingers.
Your presence upon my mind.....it Constantly lingers!

I notice the shape of your lips;
So inviting.
I notice the way that you walk:
So exciting.

I kind of choke when I am near you;
Paralyzed.......when I hear you.

I SEE you,

But I just can't TOUCH you!

Only in dreams, in beautiful dreams.....

Adrian devine.....

Adrian deVine wrote:

"MY DREAMS of UNTOUCHABLE KITTY."
I close my eyes, then I drift away,
Into the magic night, I softly sway,
Oh, smile and pray, like dreamers do,
Then I fall asleep, to dream my dreams of you.....
There you stand tossing your hair about
smiling, laughing, talking.....oblivious to me
You're my obsession, but I'm just an object;
a buoy at sea, somewhere in the fuzzy edges
of your peripheral vision.....
Everytime that you move........or look my way
I just........can't..........bre athe!
You know what?
I notice Everything about you!
I notice the way the light reflects off your teeth
when you laugh and smile.....
I notice the glint of golden sunlight in your hair
I notice the flecks of brown and gold honey
that drips on me from your eyes, whenever I'm
fortunate enough that you glance my way......
I notice the timbre of your voice.....
I notice the way your breasts move when you breathe
I notice the shape of your body,
Your face, every curve; every trace.
I notice the graceful flow of your hands and fingers.
Your presence upon my mind.....it Constantly lingers!
I notice the shape of your lips;
So inviting.
I notice the way that you walk:
So exciting.
I kind of choke when I am near you;
Paralyzed.......when I hear you.
I SEE you,
But I just can't TOUCH you!
Only in dreams, in beautiful dreams.....
Adrian devine.....

Hey babe!

… now you do sound a little obsessive.. lol.

But it's good that you started this new thread. Hopefully our stalkers won't figure out we have this little secret oasis under a 'King Obama' photo.

About your questions, I WOULD have liked to see your photo, except I think you shouldn't post any. This forum is scary. You are better off staying unregistered and safe. I wish I had done the same, to tell you the truth (btw, this is not a complaint about you. But the amount of craziness I've seen – it's just frightening). For the same reason, there is no amount of persuasion that will get me to post my contact info on here, sorry.

You truly have a talent with words, deVine the poet! I see in the future that you WILL become someone famous. You didn't answer ALL my questions either, from the other threads. Do they send you overseas to be a soldier? I pray that is not what's going on, for you should be only working in the literary world.

Most of the other people have not seen that brooding and sappy side of me… lol, for I'm known as a fairly happy, high-spirited, and playful girl (btw I don't have a steady boyfriend). But I suppose you've seen both sides of me. Writing poetry can get one to think sad thoughts sometimes. I wish I could come up with a happy/funny poem for you… perhaps some other day. Right now I'm swamped. In fact I've gone over the limit I imposed on myself (~ an hour per day) because of YOU. Tomorrow and Thursday, you won't see me on Topix. It's our Thanksgiving Holiday. I'll be with family. Hopefully you'll stay out of trouble, babe, and won't fight with anybody (lol). You'll be in my thoughts.

P.S., I don't really speak French - only know a few common words. Even my written Chinese is not all that great, for that is a very difficult language. I can speak (Chinese) and read some elementary stuff. That is the extent of my 'foreign language' proficiency.

See you later babe. And oh, I see the other poems. Mucho gracias! You REALLY, REALLY should publish all the beautiful poems you wrote, deVine the poet!

Hey!

NO online relationships on my thread!

...get a room you two.

My poems were special
because they contained my innocence
But now that I am no longer innocent,
my poems are no longer special.

I want to continue writing
but both my emotions and my pen have run dry,
and the inspirations don't come as often.....
if not at all.

I want to go back to the way it used to be,
to know the feeling of being in love,
to know the feeling of a broken heart,
because now I am too cold to feel either.

I want to share sunsets and rainbows,
race through open fields,
make love to you beneath the stars,
I want to be able to dream again....

I miss being so sensitive.

But I realise where I am
and where I am not.
I can never again have the innocence
that made my poetry special......

As, nor can an old man,....ever again be a child.

Adrian deVine...

Hiya babe,
So wonderful to hear from you again.....I'm sorry if I came on a bit strong......I don't think that I am obsessed with you....well not just yet, anyway (?)

Yeah think this might be the way to go.....
But why worry about any stalkers, they have their own agendas,and no life of their own... in my opinion they are not worth a second glance.....I never worry about things that are of little consequence...

I am overwhelmed at your words of praise towards me......thank you so very much.
I am sure that I am not deserving of such a panegyric.

I am in the University Regiment of the Army Reserve, and only two weeks ago had a surprise promotion to the rank of Captain......
I am not in the regular army, and cannot be sent to a war zone....I have not made the Army a career move, but the Dept of Defense helps pay some of my student fees.

I am also in a Surf Life Saving Club (LifeGuard) here on Queensland's Gold Coast, and have been since I was twelve

My career is in journalism, and in three weeks I am going to New York for six weeks with Fox News, all expences and accommodation paid for including return air-fares.

I won a bursary prize for literature, and have been doing some part time "on the job" training at Fox News studios here in Sydney Australia....so I have a pretty good idea of what will be required of me when I arrive in the Big Apple.

My ultimate goal is to become a screen writer and to make it to the big time in Hollywood....but for the time being I need to study, study, work,learn, learn....and put those pipe dreams away in the background.

Have you ever travelled overseas ?
I have quite a bit.....having been to New Zeland, Tokyo, Beijing, Hong Kong and Singapore...all when I was in Secondary School on excursions.

This will be my first visit to the USA.....I leave Brisbane on the 18th December, fly to Hawaii (overnight) then to Los Angeles (2 nights) and on to NYC....I'll be in New York for Christmas and New Year.....I'm getting pretty excited, just thinking about it....why it would be almost as good as meeting you for the first time :)

Please write me soon....O how I wish I could talk to other than this.

Can I say (With Love ?)

Adrian..XXXXX

"OBLIVION."

Rest on my heart, deaf, cruel soul,
Adored tigress, and monster with the lazy air.
I long, in the black jungles of your hair,
To force each finger thrilling like a sword.

Within wide skirts, filled with your scent, to hide
My bruised and battered forehead hour by hour,
And breathe, like dampness from a withered flower,
The pleasant mildew of a love that died.

Rather than live, I wish to sleep, Alas!
Lulled in a slumber soft and dark as death,
In ruthless kisses lavishing my breath
Upon your body smooth as burnished brass.

To swallow up my sorrows in eclipse,
Nothing can match your couch's deep abysses;
The stream of Lethe issues from your kisses
And powerful oblivion from your moist, warm lips.

Like a predestined victim I submit:
My doom, to me, henceforth, is my delight,
A willing martyr in my own despite
Whose fervour fans the fiery embers it has lit.

To drown my rancour and to heal its wound
Nepenthe and sweet hemlock, peace and rest,
I'll drink from the twin summits of your breast
That never lodged the semblance of a heart.

Adrian devine.....

"LOVE ~ LIFE ~ LOST."

It starts with passion, but ends with pain.
It starts with sunshine, but ends with rain.
It starts with spring, but ends with winter.
It starts wit blossom, but ends with wither.
It starts with happiness, but ends with misery.

It starts with us, but it ends with you!

devine....

"MY RHAPSODY........"

Music often transports me like a Sea!
Toward my pale Star.....

Under a ceiling of fog or a vast ether,
I get under sail;

My chest thrust out and my lungs filled
Like the canvas........

I scale the slopes of each wave on wave
That the night obscures;

I feel vibrating within me all the passions
Of ships in distress;

The good wind and the tempest with its convulsions.

Over the vast gulf.........Cradle me.

At other times, dead calm,

Great mirror.....

Of my despair!

deVine

To whoever that girl is in this thread, read this up:

http://www.topix.com/forum/uk/london/T5869R83...

you got a serious stalker on ya azz. jus some friendly advice.

Someone wrote:

To whoever that girl is in this thread, read this up:
http://www.topix.com/forum/uk/london/T5869R83...
you got a serious stalker on ya azz. jus some friendly advice.

I'm no stalker....I use my real name, not like you

you are a gutless wonder just trying to stir up trouble...

I am up front and honest....always have been, and will continue to be so....with every thing I do and say, including the "Gay Thread"

I make no appologies to you or any one for my behavour on these threads....but I can assure anyone who really knows me that I am NOT a homosexual...

I have a valid reason for my experimental postings on other threads....

and they do not reflect the character of my convictions for one minute....deVine is the pseudonym....Adrian, IS THE REAL ME!!

my posts on these webs, for the last six months were all to do with a book I am writing....and that is all YOU need to know.

your jealousy shows....go and get a life.....if there is any stalker here it's you, not me !!!

KITTY, I ask you... please do not listen to these types....they are all cowards, who love to make trouble with false accusations, hoping to cause grief...their intentions are not transparent, they are the walking, breathing, scum upon this earth.

With me I can assure you that I AM THAT I AM.....Nothing Hidden!!!
Everything I have told you is the TRUTH.

Adrian....

"THE VOICE FROM THE BRAMBLE BUSH."

You think that I who broke your dream,
All that you lent was wasted there,
And I who spoke in rhyme and scheme
Have lost the tongues I tempted there.

You tear my shroud of wings and sighs
To leave me cold, unloved and lost,
While I live out my storms and cries
In search of warmth beneath your dust.

But you stare long at some surprise
That caught your glimpse, beyond my door;
And the night's long, and love bleeds,
While tongues of thorns rake my shore......

deVine.....

Adrian deVine wrote:

<quoted text>
I'm no stalker....I use my real name, not like you
you are a gutless wonder just trying to stir up trouble...
I am up front and honest....always have been, and will continue to be so....with every thing I do and say, including the "Gay Thread"
I make no appologies to you or any one for my behavour on these threads....but I can assure anyone who really knows me that I am NOT a homosexual...
I have a valid reason for my experimental postings on other threads....
and they do not reflect the character of my convictions for one minute....deVine is the pseudonym....Adrian, IS THE REAL ME!!
my posts on these webs, for the last six months were all to do with a book I am writing....and that is all YOU need to know.
your jealousy shows....go and get a life.....if there is any stalker here it's you, not me !!!

Listen up ph@ggot! i dont know you or whoever the girl is. you be stinkin up this forum wiht dat sissy wining sicko shxt. the girl is apperently to lazy or stoopid to even google you. but im sick of ya shxt, and got this ph@ggot filth for ya girl:

Heres ya d*ck-sucking ph@ggot azz using ya 'real name':

http://www.topix.com/forum/uk/london/T5869R83...

heres ya raving lunatic doing sicko porn:

http://www.topix.com/forum/uk/london/T5869R83...

you problly a dirty old ph@g and a some pedo. expermenal my azz! Now GTFOH!!

listen to someone, girl. ignore this freak and save yourself a lot of problems.

youarealiar wrote:

listen to someone, girl. ignore this freak and save yourself a lot of problems.

My thoughts never stop streaming
reality leaves......
I am alone and confused.

Adrian deVine...

Someone wrote:

<quoted text>
Listen up ph@ggot! i dont know you or whoever the girl is. you be stinkin up this forum wiht dat sissy wining sicko shxt. the girl is apperently to lazy or stoopid to even google you. but im sick of ya shxt, and got this ph@ggot filth for ya girl:
Heres ya d*ck-sucking ph@ggot azz using ya 'real name':
http://www.topix.com/forum/uk/london/T5869R83...
heres ya raving lunatic doing sicko porn:
http://www.topix.com/forum/uk/london/T5869R83...
you problly a dirty old ph@g and a some pedo. expermenal my azz! Now GTFOH!!

In the wet grass I lie
blood dripping from my guilty hands
blinding rage subsides.....

My tears drizzle like rain
I dive from a grassy cliff
pale silence explodes.

The full orange moon,
a face of cratered dimples,
beneath falling feet.

Final thoughts drifting
floating like little grey moths,
chasing in the night.

Your tangled black hair
resting on soft feathers,
peace and silent drift.

My long blond hair tangled,
around a wet blade, piercing
a feathered pillow.....

The ocean waiting...
waves crashing against hard rock,
currents to catch me.

My time is no more
the reaper man is coming
harvest time has begun..

deVine.....

Babe,
The water ripples on these threads,
And its reflection is blemished by others,
It WILL CALM AGAIN!

A mirror shatters, these fools do not matter..
Its reflection is destroyed
It won't calm again.....

A life changes course, mine never will.
Its reflection confusing
Will it calm again ?

Adrian deVine.....please trust me.

my feet hit the snow

as I walk,

the wind blows...

homeless,

through trees

and

my broken heart.....

deVine.....

fear has no meaning
it interrupts my feelings
and
disintergrates thought.

Adrian.

Lethargic

Ardour

Melancholy

Harmonies

The Alluring

Blues.

(Adrian.)