`He'll come after me'

oxbobend wrote:

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I think the article I read the other day said that 50 percent of americans are on drugs. And the pharmac people and laughing all the way to the bank. You better buy some drug stocks

You and Bill are so on the money. And all of Mr. Pick's friends are on something as well.

Bubbles

besides the fact that you have no compassion for the addict and the epidemic in America does it bother you that you will be buring in hell forever? you are probably the meanest, sickest person I have ever heard from. and everyone on the blog hates you as I am sure everybody in your life does, other wise why would you be this pathetic? you are SICK. Take a hint from the people on this blog, you are HATED. Go take a good long look in the mirror cause you need to see the fucked up person looking back. there is a four letter word that is used to describe female genitals and that word applies to you. starts with a C. oh and write me back a whole long blog or one answer cause I am just going to keep hitting ignore. there is no way I will allow you to respond.

finally struck a nerve huh Bubbles?
I am clean and sober, not a drug in my system, dont even have an occasional drink.
but I understand the plight of addiction and you have not taken into account that a lot of us lost people we love in tragic circumstances. I never said it was ok, I said it is f-ing painful and comments from you make it worse. I do believe people who judge as harshly as you are in danger of hell, because your hate is a poison and can be just as damaging as murder. in fact, isn't it hate that fuels murderous rage? I am seeing if I can get you to feel compassion in the face of challenge. challenge yourself to put yourself in everybodys shoes and stop f-ing insulting his family, you think they wanted this? you have no idea the means they went to to try and prevent this. so get your facts straight before you blog your mighty, all knowing opinion.

Get some professional help, Kathy. Please.

Kathy Hahn wrote:

Bubbles
besides the fact that you have no compassion for the addict and the epidemic in America does it bother you that you will be buring in hell forever? you are probably the meanest, sickest person I have ever heard from. and everyone on the blog hates you as I am sure everybody in your life does, other wise why would you be this pathetic? you are SICK. Take a hint from the people on this blog, you are HATED. Go take a good long look in the mirror cause you need to see the fucked up person looking back. there is a four letter word that is used to describe female genitals and that word applies to you. starts with a C. oh and write me back a whole long blog or one answer cause I am just going to keep hitting ignore. there is no way I will allow you to respond.

Hated on this board? Do you think I give a rat's ass that I'm hated by posters that if they walked past me on any street would know who I am and say they HATE me? And who are YOU to say I'm hated? By my husband? My children? Your beloved, departed Mr. Pick? I will admit I HATE the man, because he murdered his innocent child. I HATE anyone who harms innocent children.

I love how you preach COMPASSION, then say I'm HATED. Classic.

YOU ignore me? Seems you can't keep your word, Kathy. That makes you CONTRADICTORY to what you say. Seems you don't practice what you preach. Have a nice evening. Maybe you need a good lay. Good luck.

CRANK KILLS

etme wrote:

CRANK KILLS

Drugs kill.

Bubbles wrote:

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Hated on this board? Do you think I give a rat's ass that I'm hated by posters that if they walked past me on any street would know who I am and say they HATE me? And who are YOU to say I'm hated? By my husband? My children? Your beloved, departed Mr. Pick? I will admit I HATE the man, because he murdered his innocent child. I HATE anyone who harms innocent children.
I love how you preach COMPASSION, then say I'm HATED. Classic.
YOU ignore me? Seems you can't keep your word, Kathy. That makes you CONTRADICTORY to what you say. Seems you don't practice what you preach. Have a nice evening. Maybe you need a good lay. Good luck.

**Don't you have anything better to do than spew this useless shit out of your mouth?**

Bubbles wrote:

Get some professional help, Kathy. Please.

Bubbles, you are in need of MENTAL help yourself.

Incidents like this is why crack-cocaine sentences were doubled, and should continue to be.

Concerned Friend,
you are so right about BUBBLES. she is so sick and worst of all, can't see it or admit it, she can very well be the next Mr. Pick as she calls him.
Thanks for hanging in there with me concerned friend. I think it was Jesus who forgave the criminal on the cross? correct? I am trying hard to forgive Bubbles her ignorance and pain slinging, but I am also busy grieving for Tyler his grandmother and yes, God Forbid, my old friend and neighbor Steven. I am sad about this every single day and know I should keep reporting Bubbles as abusive but striking a nerve within her makes me think she might be human enough to think about what she says. if being hated by so many people on this blog does not wake her up, God help her. but I am addressing you, concerned friend and your compassion. it is people like you who make this family believe they can get through this intact. God bless you. and Bubbles I pray God Blesses you too, reaches right into your heart and shows you the meaning of true compassion, not selective compassion.

I am going off this blog now. Unfortunately and very sadly I have lost one of my best friends, a man who made the difference in so many lives. He died of a seizure in his sleep this morning (he had a seizure disorder) but nobody saw this coming. I have had enough grief for a few weeks and want to say thank you to all the support on this blog. this has been such a sad ending to so many lives and now I am off to grieve even more. what is it that someone once said? "Living is what we do in between funerals". it may seem bleak but I am in a sad move. two friends in two weeks is too much. love to all, Kathy Hahn

Kathy, I feel sorry for your best friend. Know what? Life IS too short. Tell that to Mrs. Pick. You may hate me and say others hate me, that's OK. One thing, is that I know that life is too short. Am I wise? I don't know. But I will defend my opinions the only way I can.

I have compassion! For innocent children, that is who I have compassion for. Not for crack addicts who fill their skin with dye to make tattoos. Nope, I don't have compassion for the selfish and evil-minded drug users.

I will say a pray for you though tomorrow morning at Mass, Kathy.

Kathy and Bubbles both need help

Lost All

I actually think Kahty and Bubbles worked out a lot of issues together and then ended up agreeing to disagree. and praying for each other.
so go to Bubbles and Kathy, you ended well and I sensed some real compassion from both of you but maybe I was wrong. hard to tell when bubbles is showing compassion or sarcasm so I am hopping for compassion-but for LOST ALL IN MISSISSIPPI you said exactly what everyone needed to know about you: what a judgemental whack job. go smoke more crack dude and crawl back in your whole. just another flippin idiot with too much time from some hick state full on in breeders!

Bubbles. I think we can disagree on each other's idea's of compassion. I have been called a bleeding heart more than once. I just happen to know addiction stems from pain and compassion is needed to heal all pain. not just selective pain. I love steve. I wish he would have chosen to only take his own life. but I have no control over that. I cant stop loving my friends because I hate what they do-could you?
anyway I appreciate your prayer at mass, if it is a real one, I appreciate it. sinerely. and when I am at Set free (yes a non denominational church for recovering everythings-addicts, abused children, sexually abused woman, etc) I will say a sincere prayer for you. sorry that I insulted you, I think things are pretty emotional and too personal to me right now, so you were right when you said I acted like a hypocrite. you sure are one tough nemesis.:) thanks to JK for his sort of comment. I dont need to respons to LOST in whatever state he/she is in. we all need help sometimes. such is life. I am literally off now to a candelight vigil for my "normal" non drug using friend who fell victim to a seizure in his sleep. I am sure he has nothing left to debate but lives in complete peace. that is what I wish for all of you who commented on this blog. Peace and love be with you all!

Kathy,
Thank you for your kind words. I am trying to be there for the family as they are such great people.
I have such respect for all involved. Wishing you
well in your time of sorrow.

As for me being a tough nemesis. I'm more angry than tough.

Mr. Pick damaged more than himself and the son he murdered. His actions affected family, and neighbors. But the only person you "screw" in life, via your actions, is ultimately yourself.

I will go to Mass this morning and say a prayer for you and CF.

Bubbles
I think we are all angry and will be for some time. it is ok to be angry but to stay angry causes a lot of long term problems for the person who chooses that.

mass is good,prayer is awesome. I pray all the time, not just in church. Steve's family and his in laws have been an amazing testimony of faith and strength in this ordeal. but it will take a long time for their anger to be healed.

thank you for all your prayer. may was a horrible and sad month in our family, once again. last may I gave birth at nine months to one still born male son and another twin son who lived a week with no cause for why it happened that way. everything was excellent until delivery. so I understand grief and anger. and faith and healing. keep the faith and keep trying to find the answers inside of the faith, right? talk to you soon, maybe. Kathy

I'm curious as to where Jacquie and her daughter are now. Not that it matters, but she and my sister and I grew up together in the SF Valley and we were at her wedding/baby shower. We drifted apart as I moved around the country and formed one of those annual contact "catch-up" friendships, which is why when I started thinking about why I hadn't heard from her and got no response from contact I started to get worried. I knew there was some trouble but am horrified at how bad things had gotten.

I don't need specifics, just generals so I can head in the right direction. I imagine she's not in the house any longer?

Thanks in advance for anyone's help.