In 1987, my husband and I moved to Chicago so I could attend graduate school at the University of Illinois. My husband was unable to find a good-paying job, so we decided that I would take student loans so I could focus on my studies, and not on how we were going to pay the bills.
I left the University in 1993, with 2 Masters degrees (Psychology and English) and $43,000 in student loans. I began making payments on the loans after the 6-month grace period had passed. Then, in 1997, my husband and I divorced, and I was left with the student loans and a substantial amount of other debt. I found the cheapest apartment I could find in Chicago (where I worked) and tried for several months to pay everything but, after a few months, I called the lender and told them my situation and they suggested taking a forbearance, to suspend the payments while I got back on my feet. The papers I signed said that interest would continue to accrue, but I didn’t feel I had a choice: I needed to have time to get on my feet and the student loan people were the only ones willing to work with me.(They neglected to explain to me that I was also eligible to take a “deferral,” during which time the government would pay the interest.)
I ended up taking two 6-month forbearances then, because my situation hadn’t improved, I declared bankruptcy to get out from under the other debts I had (except for my car payment). Without the other payments, I could make the student loan payments, so I began paying again.
After a year-and-a-half in my apartment, one of the men who lived in the apartment below mine began behaving strangely toward me, and I felt the need to move. The move put me back in the hole again, student-loan-wise, so I called them and they suggested another forbearance, which I took (for another six months), feeling I had no other choice. I had been looking for a better job since I left my husband, but could find nothing.
From that point on, I paid steadily for the next 2-1/2 years, then my loan was sold and my payments almost doubled, so in 2002, I consolidated and took a 25-year repayment term to get the payments back down to where I could manage them. When I consolidated, I was horrified to find out that my loan balance was now over $54,000! Since 2002, I’ve paid steadily (with some late payments, but I’ve never been more than 2 months behind), and my balance has gone down only about $4000, to a present balance of just over $50,000. I’ve done some “unofficial” figuring, and I think I’ve paid over $35,000 on my loan. Yet I still owe $50,000! This is not right!
I went to school to make a better life, so I could afford to save for retirement, so I wouldn’t be a burden on society when I retire. I’m not trying to avoid repaying the money I borrowed, and I’m willing to pay a reasonable amount of interest. The fact is that, even with a great education, sometimes things just don’t work out right, and one has to take a job after graduation – ANY job – just to be able to pay the bills. And sometimes, through no fault of our own, we fall on hard times, and can’t meet our obligations. The current system punishes people like me, instead of helping. I’m forced to believe that I was not told about the “deferral” option simply because the lender would make more money off me if I took a forbearance. This and the other tactics used by the student loan system constitute predatory lending practices, and should not go un-noticed – or uncorrected.
I worry all the time about money, and the future. I’m 54 years old now, so I’ll be retirement age in 11 years but, with this loan hanging over my head, I know I won’t be able to make the payments on a fixed income, so I’ll probably have to work way beyond retirement age.(Another option would be to declare Chapter 13 bankruptcy when I retire, I think.)