O'Neal Raged After Finding his Son Tied Up

THE BEDS IN THE HALL: COME ON ARE YOU SERIOUS?!!! I SLEPT IN A BED IN THE HALL FOR A WEEK AND I MAY BE NAÏVE BUT I WAS GRATEFUL THAT THEY WOULD RATHER MAKE ROOM FOR ME THAN SEND ME AWAY. I ONLY STAYED THERE A WEEK BY GOSH!!! A PERMANENT BED WAS GIVEN TO ME WHEN ONE BECAME AVAILABLE AND I’D HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF IT AGAIN IF PEOPLE WEREN’T WINING ABOUT IT NOW. I’M NOT TRAUMATIZED OVER IT. I SLEPT IN A HALLWAY OF A CRACKHOUSE BEFORE ON A LUMPY MATTRESS. I LIVED IN A BURNED DOWN HOUSING PROJECT SOMEONE ABANDONED AND GAVE TO ME CAUSE THEY FELT SORRY FOR ME AND MY SISTER TRACY. I STAYED IN ABUSIVE FOSTER HOMES, IN HOUSES HERE AND THERE…BOY OH BOY WAS MCLAREN A HAVEN FOR A LOST KID LIKE ME WHO HAD NO PLACE ELSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD TO GO!!!
 IF YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF OVER PEOPLE NOT BEING PERSONAL WITH YOU AND NOT PAYING YOU ATTENTION, DON’T BLAME MCH, BLAME DEPRESSION AND MENTAL ISSUES BECAUSE YOU GET THAT FROM WORK AND SCHOOL AND YOUR FAMILY AND MANY PLACES IN THE WORLD IN THIS LIFE.
LIKE A PRISON?: I WENT ON FIELD TRIPS, PUT ON PLAYS, WATCHED PLAYS, HAD MOVIE NIGHTS, WAS ALWAYS INVITED TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY IN ANOTHER COTTAGE, I HAD A BOYFRIEND, A PLAY MOMMA A PLAY DAUGHTER A PLAY SISTER A PLAY BROTHER. WE PLAYED BASEBALL AND HAD DANCES. MY FAMILY NEVER THREW ME A BIRTHDAY PARTY. I MADE MONEY BY CROCHETING BLANKETS FOR THE STAFF WICH IS A SKILL I LEARNED IN MCH. I HAD MEDICAL AND DENTAL CARE. I LOOKED FORWARD TO GOING OUTSIDE AND THE BARBEQUES WE HAD. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I’VE EVER HAD A DOVE ICE CREAM BAR.
DISTURBING INCIDENTS: I MUST ADMIT THAT I THINK IT IS SAD THAT THE PERCEPTION OF MANY IS THAT THEY WERE “THROWN TOGETHER WITH CRIMINALS AND PEOPLE WITH MENTAL DISORDERS!” I ALWAYS LOOKED AT IT LIKE A PLACE FOR CHILDREN WHO COULD NOT BE PLACED IN HOMES OR LIKE IN MY CASES, CHILDREN WAITING FOR PLACEMENT. THESE DIVERSITIES EXIST IN EVERY ATMOSPHERE AND FOR ONE TO THINK THEY SHOULD NOT HAVE TO DWELL AMONG ANOTHER CLASS I THINK IS PREJUDICED THINKING. I COULD SAY I WAS IN THERE WITH A BUNCH OF WEAK ASS VICTIMS WHO CRIED AND WINED ALL DAY AND SLIT THEIR WRISTS WHENEVER THEY DIDN’T GET THEIR WAY. I WAS IN THERE WITH SPOILED BRATS WHO CAN’T HANDLE A BAD DAY AND THINK ABUSE IS A CURSE WORD. I’M IN HERE WITH A BUNCH OF SUICIDAL MOMMY DIDN’T LOVE ME FREAKS. WE ALL HAVE A PERCEPTION AND JUDGEMENT WE COULD IMART. I WAS NOT ABUSED HOWEVER. THEY ABSOLUTELY LOVED ME IN THERE!!!
ALTHOUGH POORLY STATED BY THOSE WHO FEEL THIS WAY, IT IS TRUE. I SUPPOSE I WAS A BIT OF ALL OF THE CLASSES. I SURE DID FIGHT A LOT WHICH IS WHERE THE “PERCEIVED ABUSE” WILL COME INTO PLAY.
STAY 1, AGE 8: MEMORY VAGUE BUT NO ABUSE. I REMEMBER ALL MY ABUSE FROM AGE 4 UNTIL…
STAY 2, AGE 12: STAY COOL MEMORY VAGUE, NO ABUSE FOR SURE. I HAD A TEACHER MR. BATEMAN WHO HAD A FAKE LEG. THE KIDS TOOK IT AND HID IT. HE USED TO READ US THE MOST FASCINATING STORIES. I WONDER IF HE’S STILL ALIVE. HE WAS PRETTY OLD. IT SEEMED THE STAFF WERE MORE ABUSED THAN WHAT I EVER SAW A KID BEING. I WAS IN A PLAY, LEARNED TO SING A FAMOUS MEXICAN SONG, HAD A BIRTHDAY PARTY AND MET A FAMOUS ACTOR WHO CAME TO SPEAK TO US. I HAD A PROBLEM SLEEPING AND THEY PRESCRIBED PROZAC WHICH MADE ME NON FUCTIONAL. I DON’T REMEMBER THE DETAILS BUT I DID STOP TAKING THEM WITHIN A WEEK.
AGE 14…YEAR 1991: HERE IS WHERE IT ALL WENT DOWN!!! WHAT COULD BE CALLED ABUSE…WHO KNOWS, MYBE IT WAS…
WHEN COLOR ME BAD’S “I WANNS SEX YOU UP” WAS HOT AND IT MUST HAVE BEEN SUNNY BECAUSE IT WAS ALWAYS SUNNY OUTSIDE. PEOPLE I REMEMBER…RICKY, NEMOI, STEPHANIE WHO WAS NEMOI’S BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND, JOY OR LAJOYA, SHENE MY PLAY SISTER, KIMBERLY FAT GIRL WHO TRIED TO KILL ME WITH A BROOM THEN GOT HER ASS STOMPED, THOMASINA AKA CHARMAINE, ANNA THE MORBIDLY OBESE MEXICAN GIRL WHO TERRORIZED OUR COTTAGE UNTIL WE BEAT HER ASS…SHE USED TO LACTATE FROM HER BREAST AT 15 SHE WAS SO FAT, MAISHA WHO WAS MY LITTLE PETITE PLAY DAUGHTER WHO FOLLOWED MY INSTRUCTION ON BRINGING FAT ANNA TO HER DEMISE,

RASHAD MY PLAY BROTHER WHO INVITED ME TO HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY…REMEMBER OLIVIA LIL BRO, I REMEMER YOU! BRANDON WITH THE DREDS WAS SO CONFIDENT. HE WAS JAMAICAN OR BELIZIAN OR SOME SORT AND HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND THERE. HE WAS A RAPPER I THINK OR MAYBE JUST REMINDED ME OF ONE. HE SEEMED LIKE HE WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE; LIKE HE WAS A SURVIVOR AND KNEW HOW TO DO SO. HE DIDN’T SEEM LIKE THE TYPE THAT WOULD BE SUFFERING ALL HIS LIFE. HIS SPIRIT WAS VERY STRONG!!! I WOULDN’T KNOW HIM IF I SAW HIM BUT I REMEMBER HOW HIS SPIRIT SHINED. HE DID HAVE A FUNNY LITTLE ARROW SHAPED NOSE I WOULD KNOW ANYWHERE!!! I REMEMBER I USED TO SIT AT THE END OF THE COTTAGE ON THAT LITTLE LOW FUTON SEAT AND STARE OUTSIDE AT ALL THE KIDS NOT ON RESTRICTION LIKE ME AND SEE RICKY AND WISH HE LIKED ME>
MRS. PRUIT (SHE WORE AN OUT OF STYLE JERRY CURL. SHE WAS AROUND 60 TRYING TO STAY HIP WITH HER SKINNY LEG JEANS- THEY WEREN’T EVEN OUT THEN BUT SHE HAD THEM!!! AND HER EXCESS OF JEWELRY)SAID SOMETNG TO ME AS A NEW ADMIT AND I DIDN’T LIKE IT SO I TOLD HER DON’T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT. DOES SHE KNOW WHO I AM??? I’M A RENAISSANCE WOMAN!!! SHE REPLIED “LIL GIRL, GO SIT YO LIL ASS DOWN…YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SPELL RENAISSANCE!” AND THEN I SPELLED IT. AND SHE LOOKED AT ME WITH A NEW FOUND, OR SHOULD I SAY JUST FOUND RESPECT AND HEARING OF THE ABUSE, MAYBE THAT SAVED ME. THEY SAW I HAVE POTENTIAL. COULD BE WRONG ABOUT THE REASON BUT I BECAME HER FAVORITE FROM THAT MOMENT ON.
WHAT I LEARNED…THEY HAD US ALL IN A BOX. MOST OF US HAD BEEN THERE MORE THAN ONCE AND WERE JUST A FILE. WE HAD ISSUES, NO ONE WANTED US, A STATISTIC, NEVER GONNA MAKE IT OR BE SHIT. LIKE THE THOUSANDS THEY SEE COME THROUGH THERE. I WAS DIFFERENT. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS THE NEXT BEST THING TO CELL PHONES AND THEY HAD BETTER SEE IT!!!
THE ABUSE: INCIDENT 1: I’M SITTING IN A CHAIR WITH MY FEET ON THE TABLE. A GIRL NAMED TIFFANY WANTS TO PASS BUT WON’T SAY EXCUSE ME. ANYWAY THINGS GET OUT OF HAND AND I TRY MY BEST TO TELL HER THAT SHE REALLY DOES NOT WANT TO FIGHT ME. JUST PASS AND LEAVE ME ALONE. SHE DOES NOT AND WHEN SHE MAKES PHYSICAL CONTACT WITH ME. MY REACTION IS LIGHTNING FAST AND AFTER ABOUT 3 SOLID HITS SHE WENT INTO A SEIZURE BECAUSE SHE WAS EPILEPTIC. 5 STAFF RESTRAINED ME BUT THERE WAS NO ABUSE IN THE INCIDENT WHEN THEY WERE RESTRAINING ME.
THAT IS NOT MCH’S FAULT. LET’S JUST SAY WHERE I’M FROM; I WALK AWAY UNTIL YOU MAKE PHYSICAL CONTACT AND SHE PUT HER HANDS ON ME AFTER I REPEATEDLY TRIED TO KEEP THE PEACE. SHE JUST GOT MORE THAN SHE INTENDED IS ALL PROVOKING ONE OF THE “PROBLEM” KIDS WHO KNEW HOW TO THROW A PUNCH WHEN UP AGAINST A WALL. I WENT INTO THE SINGLE ROOM WITH THE DINGY CROSSWIRED WINDOW. I WAS REALLY BORED BUT THAT WAS ALL. PEOPLE WHO SCEAMED IN THAT ROOM WANTED ATTENTION OR TO GET OUT. I ASSURE YOU THERE WAS NO ONE IN THERE WITH US. I SWEAR I GOT ABUSED MORE IN ELEMENARY AND HIGH SCHOOL, LASALLE, DANIEL FREEMAN, CRENSHAW HIGH, AND HAWTHORNE HIGH. PLEASE, I WAS CHASED HOME AND FIGHTING AND PICKED ON UNTIL AGE 9 WHEN I SAW THE DAMAGE MY PUNCHING BACK COULD DO. I FELT SAFER IN MCH THAN AT ANY SCHOOL I WENT TO WITH GANGS AND GUNS AND GETTING JUMPED AND CHASED AND JACKED… ELEMENTARY, HIGH SCHOOL. WHERE DID YOU ALL GROW UP AT IF MCH WAS SO HORRIBLE?(NOT FOR THOSE ABUSED)
THE ABUSE: INCIDENT 2: THERE WAS A GIRL NAMED JOY WHO WAS VERY THICK SO SHE KNEW SHE WAS INTIMIDATING BY SHEER SIZE. SHE WAS A “SHE HAS A PRETTY FACE” GIRL AND SHE WAS A BULLY. SHE KEPT PICKING ON ME UNTIL I FINALLY SNAPPED AND TOLD HER I WOULD GIVE HER WHAT SHE SO DESPERATELY WANTED BUT MY COTTAGE WAS SO SECURELY LOCKED, I COULD NOT GET OUT ON THE FIELD TO BEAT HER ASS LIKE I’M KNOWN FOR DOING. I CAN’T SAY SECURITY FAILED THAT DAY AND YOU CAN’T FEEL SAFE BECAUSE I COULDN’T GET TO HER ASS NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED AND I REALLY DID TRY. GOTTA FACE A BULLY! I REMEMBER WHEN THAT RESOLVE HIT AND I WAS LIKE, OK, YOU WANT SOME BITCH? YOU KEEP MESSING WITH ME..I’MA LET YOU SEE WHAT I’VE BEEN AVOIDING!

I WAS GONNA STEP IN BUT SHE STOPPED BUT THAT WAS STILL THE MOMENT THAT ENDED OUR FRIENDSHIP AND SHE BECAME MY ENEMY. OF ALL THAT I HAVE DONE, EVEN THE GANGSTERS I GREW UP WITH, WE DON’T DO THAT. WE FIGHT BACK… WE DON’T FIGHT THE WEAK. WE DEFEND OURSELVES…NOT PUNK PEOPLE. I HAVE INTEGRITY AND I STOOD FOR SOMETHINGS ALWAYS AND I KNEW BETTER TO ABUSE SOMEONE AFTER BEING ABUSED MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!
THE STAFF DID NOT SEE ANY OF THIS BUT THEY WERE AWARE THAT WE HAD HER DETAINED IN THE BATHROOM. EVEN I COULDN’T BELIEVE WHAT SHANAE HAD DONE BUT THEY KNEW I WOULD JUST TRY TO REASON WITH HER AND SHANAE WAS A NON ENTITY, NOTHING SPECIAL TO THE STAFF. JUST WHAT SHE PROVED HERSELF TO BE WHEN SHE MERCILESSLY HIT THAT LITTLE SCARED GIRL I BET SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE TRIED THAT ON ME! OR SUCCEEDED! I CAN’T BLAME MCH. NONE OF US NEVER TOLD EVEN THOUGH I HAD IT OUT FOR SHANAE AND THE GIRL NEVER HAD ANY BRUISES.
THE ABUSE, INCIDENT 6: LONG STORY SHORT…ME AND KIMBERLY DID NOT LIKE EACHOTHER. ONE DAY AS WE WERE GATHERED AROUND THE COUCH WATCHING TV THIS BITCH DECIDED TO TAKE A BROOM AND CHOKE ME WITH THE HANDLE. SHE WAS A HELL OF A LOT BIGGER THAN ME AND I WAS IN A SITTING POSITION UNAWARE AS SHE STOOD BEHIND ME WITH A CAREFULLY THOUGHT OUT PLAN.
QUESTION?...MCLARENS FAULT? THEY WERE JUST AS OBLIVIOUS AS I WAS!
BUT I WAS ABUSED BY ZOLA AND ALTHOUGH I AM NOT STILL THINKING OF IT TODAY AND NEITHER AM I TRAUMATIZED BY THIS ONE EVENT (IF I EVER SEE HER I WILL SIMPLY WALK UP TO HER AND SAY HEY ZOLA, THIS IS FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME IN MCH. AND THEN I WOULD SLAP THAT BITCH. AND THAT’S IT. IF SHE DARED HIT ME BACK…THAT’S ON HER. ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS THIS IS A FACTUAL STATEMENT ON MY DEAD MOM)
WELL WHAT SHE DID WAS… I WAS SITTING ON THE COUCH AND I HAD TALKED MUCH CRAP TO KIMBERLY AND TRIED TO PROVOKE HER. SHE SNUCK UP ON ME LIKE A COWARD RATHER THAN FACE ME LIKE A WOMAN EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS BIGGER THAN ME…AND SHE HAD A WEAPON. ANYWAYS…SHE SNUCK IN THE LINEN CLOSET, GOT A BROOM, SNUCK BEHING ME UNAWARES AND PUT IN UNDER MY CHIN ON MY ESOPHOGUS AND LEANED ALL HER FAT WEIGHT BACK WITH THE BROOM CHOKING ME. GOD IS MY WITNESS…ON EVERYTHING I HAVE TO LOVE AND LOSE AND MY SOUL THE FOLLOWING IS TRUE. IT REGISTERED IN MILISECONDS…I PUSHED THE BROOM WITH ALL MY MIGHT IN THAT SITTING POSITION THINKING IF I COULD JUST GET THE BROOM OVER MY HEAD, I’LL SNATCH IT AND BEAT HER WITH IT. BUT NO, THAT WAS NOT TO BE MY FATE. LUCK WAS ON MY SIDE. KIND OF. MY ARMS SHOOK AS I STRUGGLED WITH HER WEIGHT ON THE BROOM BUT I KEPT PUSHING AND MANEUVERING MY BODY AT THE SAME TIME. SIMULTANEOUSLY I GOT THE BROOM OVER MY HEAD AND JUMPED ON THE COUCH WITH MY FIST IN POSITION TO LAND WITH ALL MY WIEGHT COMING FROM A DOWNWARD ANGLE OFF THE COUCH AS I LANDED MY PUNCH AND ON SOLID GROUND. I WAS SUCCESSFUL AND MY FIST CAME DOWN ON HER AS I STARTED CLIMBLING OVER THE COUCH WITH ME AND MY FIST AT A DANGEROUS UPWARD ADVANTAGE ANGLE. SHE FELL WHEN MY FIST LANDED AND I STARTED STOMPING HER HEAD IN TO THE GROUND. I DIDN’T GET A CHANCE TO DO ANY SERIOUS DAMAGE TO HER BECAUSE THE STAFF RESTRAINED ME BUT ZOLA TOOK THE SHIT PERSONAL AND SHE WAS LIKE “YOU DON’T KICK NOBODY WHEN THEY’RE DOWN!” WITH HER FOREARM PRESSED AGAINST MY WIND PIPE AFTER SHE HAD KNOCKED ME TO THE GROUND. I REMEMBER THINKING THAT I WOULD BEAT HER FAT ASS IF IT WERE JUST SHE AND I BUT SHE HAD THE ADVANTAGE OF HAVING ME OUNUMBERED AND THE ABILITY TO SEND ME TO JAIL.
SHE IS THE ONLY PERSON I’VE EVER HAD A PROBLEM WITH AND THAT ONE INCIDENT AND I WONDER HOW MUCH OF WHAT I DID PLAYED A PART IN HER THINKING I WAS SO INHUMANE WHEN I WAS STOMPING THAT GIRLS HEAD IN THE GROUND CAUSE TRUST ME SINCE SHE HAD TRIED TO KILL ME FOR REAL, I WAS NO WHERE NEAR FINISHED WITH HER.

LADYOFMYSTERY25@HOTMAIL.COM
BUT I’M NOT LIKE OH GOD I WAS SO ABUSED AND THERE WERE FIGHTS. CHECK YOUR AGE WHEN YOU WERE THERE AND THE FIGHTS THAT GO ON IN SCHOOLS THAT COINCIDE WITH YOUR AGE RANGE. OH YEAH, FACTOR IN BEING AN ORPHAN WITH ISSUES WHO’S BEEN ABUSED. YOU MAY NOT SEE THE PATTERN BUT YOU HAVE ISSUED EVERY SINGLE PLACE YOU TAKE YOURSELF.
IF YOU WERE RAPED OR ABUSED IN MCLAREN HALL, I AM VERY SORRY TO HEAR THAT. I WAS RAPED AND ABUSED EVERY PLACE EXCEPT THERE. I AM NOT DISCREDITING YOUR STORY. I AM REALLY TALKING OF THOSE WHO DON’T KNOW WHAT ABUSE REALLY IS AND THEY THINK A BED IN A HALL OR STANDARDIZED CLOTHING IS ABUSE. OR A STAFF SAYING CURSE WORDS TO YOU. THAT IS NOT ABUSE. LOVING MOTHERS USE PROFANITY TOWARDS AND WITH THEIR KIDS DAILY AND IT IS NOT ALWAYS IN ANGER. SOMETIMES JUST PLAYING.
ABUSE IS ABUSE. I NEVER MAKE LIGHT OF THE SUFFERING ABUSE BRINGS ON. JUST WANNA MAKE SURE PEOPLE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. I REALY WAS SHOCKED TO HEAR THE STORIES I HEARD. I HAD THAT BITCH ZOLA BUT I WAS THERE 4 TIMES AND ONE FATTY TAKING A FIGHT PERSONAL WAS NOT A BIG ISSUE TO ME. I WOULD HAVE NEVER TRIED TO SUE. THERE’S MUCH MUCH MORE AND SOME WAYS I CAN SEE EVEN THE STAFF I LOVE DOING LITTLE THINGS TO PEOPLE. I JUST DON’T KNOW.
NO YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE TO GO AROUND BEING ABUSED BUT IF YOUR ISSUE IS WITH PEOPLE PICKING ON YOU OR USING PROFANE LANGUAGE OR LIVING CONDITIONS BEING LESS THAN JESUS ON THE CROSS…THEN PLEASE…LEARN TO FIGHT BACK AND STAND UP FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!! THEY WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AFTER WHAT MY DAD DID TO ME FROM 5 TO 8 AND THAT WAS NOT THE BEGINNING OF MY SUFFERING AND ABUSE. I’LL BE DAMNED IF THEY EVER TRIED TO FUCK WITH ME!!!! LADYOFMYSTERY25@HOTMAIL.COM

burnett wrote:

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That is you were thier in 1967 what the hell you can not say
what happen in 1980's mistreatemant was a day of life you
were old and gone in 1980's so don't say it did't happen
so don't slam us the kids of 1980's

GOOD TO HEAR ANOTHER GOOD STORY. I DON'T DISCREDIT WHAT WAS SAID TO HAVE HAPPENED. I'VE BEEN ABUSED ENOUGH TO KNOW IT IS INDEED POSSIBLE. IT IS JUST NOT MY EXPERIENCE WITH MACLAREN HALL. IN FACT, IT WAS A PLACE I WENT TO WHEN WE WERE BEING ABUSED. LIKE WHEN I WAS IN THERE AT 12 AND THE SAME FOSTER MOM THEY TOOK ME FROM CAME TO GET ME BACK. HER SON WAS RELEASED FROM PRISON AND I DID INDEED FLIRT WITH HIM AT AGE 14. I HAD A CRUSH AND HE WAS SO SEXY. BUT I WAS A KID AND HE WANTED SEX. I DIDN'T WANT TO PAY. WE FOUGHT AND I GUESS I WAS TOO MUCH TROUBLE SO HE GAVE UP WHEN HE SAW I WOULDN'T. MY FOSTER MOM'S NAME WAS BEATRICE PENNY AND HER SON'S NAME WAS ANTONIO. HE GAVE UP ON ME AND BRUTRALLY SODOMIZED MY FOSTER BROTHER. BEATRICE PENNY SENT MY FOSTER BROTHER AWAY AND KEPT HER SON IN THE HOME. HE ALSO TRIED TO RAPE OR EITHER RAPED MY FOSTER SISTER. I DON'T REMEMBER THE FACTS. THEN BEATEICE'S DAUGHTER, DEE DEE BEAT ME UP WHILE I WAS SITTING ON THE FLOOR WITH A BROKEN LEG IN PINS IRONING MY CLOTHES. I RAN AWAY AND WAS ON THE STREETS UNTIL MCLAREN. I HOPE SHE DOESN'T STILL KEEP FOSTER KIDS. LADYOFMYSTERY25@HOTMAIL.COM