i feel dumb doing this but wanted some insight.lately i sometimes think my parents put stuff in my food.i have converstations with myself. when i go out i feel watched and judged.when im thinking i stop thinking beleiving whoever im with knows what im thinking. i feel like i'm going be double cross by friends/family.when alone feel like something is around the corner about to get me so i close all doors in the house.every eye lock to me is sign of love for me..its not always like this however. i have days, mostly during the night....i'm i losing it or watching to much tv....