if u r genuine then u do need 2 seek profesional help. what u r experiencing is anxiety and wearing nappies and pooping yourself is the way your mine is releiving that built up strees so anxiety is the problem not nappy wearing. it the anxiety u need 2 get sorted out then the rest will go away so tell you mum abut the panic attacks then she will get you help fo that and if u wantu can say about nappy wearing but not if u dont want 2.I want to wear diapers kinda. I once found an open bag of diapers at the dollar store, and some were out so I took two. I always make makeshift diapers out of my moms period pads and plastic bags. I would always mess them and then sit in them. I did the same with my underwear, but sometimes the poop would come out and go all over the carpet and me and my moms clothes. I cleaned it. She NEVER knew. I'm afraid she'll make fun of me. How do I tell her? I get REALLY bad panic attacks if I don't tell her. But I chicken out. I have depression and anxiety. PLEASE HELP!!! I HAVE TO tell her, but I don't know how to go about about it. I'm afraid about her reaction.
hope u get the help u need but if u r wasteing my time and concern then u will get your punishment from the Lord, but good luck.