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Big pauly the great wrote: <quoted text> Some people like to suffer , I guess those people could quit wd, and start again. Je je. I swear there's people who crave pain m suffering. I don't know about that. Some are more stoic than others. Some are not stoic at all. Some addicts just readdict before they finish kicking. And some people don't enjoy life without drugs. Or learn or relearn to do so after kicking. And opium is best suited for those who can use without addicting themselves or can endure kicking and consider it a reasonable price to pay for the self indulgence of prolonged full time drug use. I've never met anyone who craves drug WD.
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scared but hopeful
Richmond, KY
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EXmethadone wrote: <quoted text> Thanks SBH, I prefer not to consider narcotic addiction a disease, but instead a condition inevitable with the long term constant use of opium or any narcotic drug. I consider my penchant for opium to be an acquired taste for a delicious but poisonous fruit I willingly plucked from the tree of knowledge. A very adult vice that comes with a price tag. Kicking is agony followed by misery. So it goes. This is old news. Centuries and millennia old news in some cultures. And all mainstream perspectives of opium and chemical narcotic using are colored by the belief that the act of using a narcotic for pleasure is evil. One who exercises the utmost restraint and tries it once or uses occasionally is a criminal. Those who use with abandon are sick. Suffering from a disease over which they are powerless. Either way, heads I win, tails you lose. High rates of addiction to drugs legal or illegal are more of a reflection of a culture than a reflection of the inherent danger of any particular drug. Though "dumping" new and powerful drugs on an unwitting culture doing well otherwise can have tragic effects. Like "Injuns" and "fire water" or maybe North Americans and oxycontin. Purdue Pharma has that good ol' pioneer spirit. We're all serfs here. Big pharma are chemical colonialists.:-) In medicalizing the state of addiction as "disease" the addict makes a pact with dominant culture to accept a "sick" role over a "criminal" role in which most narcotic users are in fundamental disagreement with. Don't tell the judge this. "What we have here is a failure to communicate". When I first tried heroin and then opium as a teenager I knew I was violating a taboo that was prevalent even in the "drug culture". And I knew and accepted that withdrawal sickness was the price to be paid for prolonged using of drugs. It was an informed, if unwise choice I made with eyes wide open. But I'm deviant or esoteric in my tastes in general. There will always be some people like me who make that unwise choice. The effects of the drug laws took a far greater toll on me than the "disease" of addiction. Financially through accepting black market "exploitation", a felony (framed) petty possession conviction, and the gift that keeps on giving, HCV. The taboo against heroin did not extend to oxy. And a new generation of addicts emerged in apparent ignorance of the nature of narcotic addiction. Most oxy addicts I spoke to told me that they never would have tried heroin. Yet they became addicted to oxy. Medical ineptitude and the corrupting effect inherent to black market profit margins fueled the rise of oxy and other pharmaceutical drugs. I believe it better for me to think of addiction as a condition that is ended with prolonged abstinence. I accept the price tag. I would never leave a happy marriage. But a painful divorce or split and finally freedom is better than a loveless marriage or sick relationship. W-O-W :) I have to get ready for work and I just couldn't stop reading!! Very interesting Ex, thank you.. So, you say it is not a disease, what do you say to the physical changes in our body, caused from opiate/drug use? Since I do go to a clinic, I of course have to see a counselor once a month. She shows me endless upon endless info. of the human brain, actual images of the effects on the body, and then the whole mental illness that comes along with it.. I'll be honest, this is what leads me to believe in the "disease".. What you say, I feel is right on.. Just curious on your thoughts, since they fascinate me so ;)
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scared but hopeful wrote: <quoted text> W-O-W :) I have to get ready for work and I just couldn't stop reading!! Very interesting Ex, thank you.. So, you say it is not a disease, what do you say to the physical changes in our body, caused from opiate/drug use? Since I do go to a clinic, I of course have to see a counselor once a month. She shows me endless upon endless info. of the human brain, actual images of the effects on the body, and then the whole mental illness that comes along with it.. I'll be honest, this is what leads me to believe in the "disease".. What you say, I feel is right on.. Just curious on your thoughts, since they fascinate me so ;) All drugs and medicines, plant or chemical are poison. Even tea, which appears to be beneficial to health. Full time medicine to the Chinese. But poison is not disease. No one takes influenza or smallpox for pleasure. No one enjoys cancer. Cigarette smoking causes deadly diseases to appear in the body. A side effect of smoking. But smoking is not a "disease". Just an indulgence of taking poison. For everyone who killed themselves using drugs, this indulgence was as pernicious as disease in the end. But not everyone kills themselves. Some people bring up "social Darwinism" in discussions regarding those who are self destructive in their drug using. Social Darwinism has nothing to do with Darwinism as the process and rational explanation for the historic fact of organic evolution. This is a perversion of the term "Darwinism" that has been used to justify racism, class structure, imperialism and predatory capitalism. This term serves only elites, oligarchies and authoritarian regimes. With opium addiction, the effects on the body are not beneficial but neither are they inherently deadly. Opium smokers and narcotics addicts can live long and productive lives. Depending on the individual user and many other factors. The disease of mental illness in the form of biochemical imbalance is generally temporary and reversible in time with abstinence from the drug.
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Big pauly the great wrote: I am taking 2 norco 10/325 everyday now,, am I going to be ok??? Time will tell.
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scared but hopeful
Richmond, KY
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EXmethadone wrote: <quoted text> All drugs and medicines, plant or chemical are poison. Even tea, which appears to be beneficial to health. Full time medicine to the Chinese. But poison is not disease. No one takes influenza or smallpox for pleasure. No one enjoys cancer. Cigarette smoking causes deadly diseases to appear in the body. A side effect of smoking. But smoking is not a "disease". Just an indulgence of taking poison. For everyone who killed themselves using drugs, this indulgence was as pernicious as disease in the end. But not everyone kills themselves. Some people bring up "social Darwinism" in discussions regarding those who are self destructive in their drug using. Social Darwinism has nothing to do with Darwinism as the process and rational explanation for the historic fact of organic evolution. This is a perversion of the term "Darwinism" that has been used to justify racism, class structure, imperialism and predatory capitalism. This term serves only elites, oligarchies and authoritarian regimes. With opium addiction, the effects on the body are not beneficial but neither are they inherently deadly. Opium smokers and narcotics addicts can live long and productive lives. Depending on the individual user and many other factors. The disease of mental illness in the form of biochemical imbalance is generally temporary and reversible in time with abstinence from the drug. :) Thank you Ex.. I suppose I will always try to understand something I have chose to be a part of my life, for a very large part of my life. I've recently tried to seek further information, because I've recently wanted to make a true change. I am a naturally curious/inquisitive person. Guess that is what got me here, huh.. lol Hope you have a great day.. Until we meet again!=D
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VinnyV
Newark, NJ
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I came down from 55 mg 2 mg a week im on 6 and quiting cold turkey what should i expect in withdraw symtoms
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David from KY
Lexington, KY
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I was on 80 mg of methadone for 3 years, I quit Jan.9th and I still feel bad, but im finally getting some sleep. I hurt in places I didnt know would hurt, but it was the best thing I have ever done. I will now knock the methadone, but I feel like if they are going to have clinics they should not let people get over a certain mg, because its the hardest thing to come off of!
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Martha
Henderson, NV
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martin wrote: i hav been on a 150ml,dose 4 5yrs.i went cold 4 days ago feel really bad ,cramps sweats,barely slept.how much longer 4 these severe symtoms? awe man it's gonna takes months 5,7 months!!! It's no way to do...
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scared but hopeful
Richmond, KY
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David from KY wrote: I was on 80 mg of methadone for 3 years, I quit Jan.9th and I still feel bad, but im finally getting some sleep. I hurt in places I didnt know would hurt, but it was the best thing I have ever done. I will now knock the methadone, but I feel like if they are going to have clinics they should not let people get over a certain mg, because its the hardest thing to come off of! Did you quit, going slow, to 0? How did you do it, were you at a clinic? Thanks :)
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Since: Apr 11
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The last few times I took them I would wake up in the middle of a good sleep drenched in sweat and felt like I had the flu for hours.
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kelly
London, UK
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please belive me if u r seirios about coming off please dont get on the methadone because im in to my 11 day an 11 night of no sleep it is easiser to get come off the heroin
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kelly
London, UK
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my legs r hurting an i cant sleep but all u got to do is keep thinking about y u r doing this im in my 10 day and i aint got any meth in my system now keep going just keep about the reasons 4 doing it
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matt5062
Frederick, MD
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Getting off Methadone was the hardest thing I ever did. I was taking a 35 shot for 7 months. i told them to get me off the Zombie juice.I called it. They walked me down 1 ml every 3 days till I got to 5 ml. I did not go back. You will get sick. I mean real sick. Throwing up and sitting on the toilet for 2-3 days. I worst part is you can not sleep. No joke. You will not sleep for one minute. You need to go to the Doc and get the strongest sleeping pills you can get. You will get restless. I mean you can not sit still for 2 minutes and you will want to die. Also, you will sneeze 4 to 5 thousand times. No joke. I hope you have somebody that can help you. If you have a job. You can expect to be out for a while. Getting off Suboxone was fuckin childs play to getting off Methadone. I hate the fuckin Doc who put me on that shit. I could beat her ass. Its a money game. Once they start you. You have to come back every day. I wish you all the luck. I will never take a dose of Methadone again. I would rather eat razor blades.
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jim
Harpers Ferry, WV
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Matt, I live across the Potomac from you. I really appreciate the candid and informative description. That was exactly what my symptoms felt like. I need to WD again and I'm dreading it. I can't believe I have to do this again....you gave me inspiratio though...Thanks. How are you doing?
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jim
Harpers Ferry, WV
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I failed to mention that your Methadone WD's description was identical to my oxy WD's...sorry bout that. The sneezing, toilet, no sleep, can't stay still. Any advice with how to ease the misery of WD. I learned after the fact that neurontin and lyrica can help...do you know first hand? I can handle any pain imaginable but I dread the mental aspects and the sensation of coming out of my own skin...that feeling is worse than any pain I know.
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jim wrote: I failed to mention that your Methadone WD's description was identical to my oxy WD's...sorry bout that. The sneezing, toilet, no sleep, can't stay still. Any advice with how to ease the misery of WD. I learned after the fact that neurontin and lyrica can help...do you know first hand? I can handle any pain imaginable but I dread the mental aspects and the sensation of coming out of my own skin...that feeling is worse than any pain I know. Try amino acids, 5-HTP and DLPA with vit. B-6 (not to be used with antidepressent drugs). They can lighten WD/postWD misery. Other aminos can be taken also. www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/6672/Withd...
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VinnyV
Haledon, NJ
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On day 6 of wd getting better still not sleeping well i sleep in chapters but probly for only about 2 hours alittle achy and restless but smoking weed helps at least for me. but theres a light at the end of the tunnel and cant wait to see and feel it, and i will never touch a opiate or a dose again
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sally
United States
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I've been going to the clinic for about a year now. Im down to 20 mgs. Been at that level for about 2 months. I'm ready to quit. Have read all the old posts about what to take to help with withdrawals this is my first time to detox. My mother has offered to help me get suboxins the problem is there are only 2 doctors in this area, florence alabama that will prescribe suboxins 1 is not taking any new patients and 1 that wants 500 dollars that I don't have. How can I get a script of suboxins. I know I'm ready and from what I understand I will only need to take these for about a month. so 30 8 mg pills should last me a while if I wean myself off. does anyone know any way I can get the pills??
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sally
United States
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Also I don't have the luxury of just going cold turkey. Like that would be a luxury right? Lol I left my spouse who is unwilling to attempt getting clean. so I am alone. my mother is paying for my clinic and she can't go on much longer. She is going without groceries and her own heart medication for me!! I am trying to find a job been out there looking every day. step dad won't let me stay at the house because of previous behavior. So I am pretty much living in my van, campsites, ect. I need suboxins!!! Help!
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matt5062
Frederick, MD
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jim wrote: I failed to mention that your Methadone WD's description was identical to my oxy WD's...sorry bout that. The sneezing, toilet, no sleep, can't stay still. Any advice with how to ease the misery of WD. I learned after the fact that neurontin and lyrica can help...do you know first hand? I can handle any pain imaginable but I dread the mental aspects and the sensation of coming out of my own skin...that feeling is worse than any pain I know. Jim--Sounds like we have a lot in common. Not sure if that is good or bad. lol. I'm doing fine now. Some habbits are hard to break.I still like to take some perks or whatever when I can find some. Just like the rush. If you know what I mean.That Methadone is some scary stuff. Will just go cold turkey if need be.Was your oxy a script? Had back surgery and had a script. Then sorry no more. wtf? Life sucks sometimes.
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