Everyone can say they know how you feel. No one hears the silent screams of a mother when her child is murdered. No-one know the lonliness, the anger , the sadness, the loss of hope is associated in the death of a child. The pain is so overwhelming it makes you want to fall to your knees and scream forever. I know, I did. My son was shot not once, not twice, but three times as the murderers ran with the only thing that could have kept him warm a coat. I was in captivity for eighteen years. Eighteen years I can't get back. If you don't know what it feels like to lose a child you don't want to know and if you do want to know hear my Silent Scream by reading an excerpt at www.patriciayarbrough.com