Matt,
You made some mistakes in your life that were costly but without question didn't amount to the punishment you were given...one thing is for certain you did hurt only yourself and for that reason I'm so sad for you and that you spent your last days with no family or friends around you, when you needed us the most....Its gut wrenching that you found this to be your only way out...You are loved so much and will be missed by many...WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU...your in the hands of God now and I do hope you find the peace you searched so hard for in this life...God Bless you and your family...
Love Always!! Gone but not forgotten...we're sending you off in style the way you would have wanted so enjoy the ride Matt...we love you