Gerber Fire gone

First and for most I only recieved 3 (three) years summary Probation, Any and all funds that I took were Repaid. how dare anyone insinuate that not all funds were paid, if yhere was a problem with that then it should be taken up with Lisa Johnson CSD. While what I did was wrong I've paid my Does, its not right to drag my name in the mud that much more..
As to the ex cheif Mike Kindrick he was hire through the district. So it would be nice if every one knew what the hell theyre talking about before they go flapping theyre mouth.

HAHAHA! I'm proud to be the one he communicates with. I didn't know it was upsetting you "again". Another thing...He's NOT a jerk. He does know every thing and see's every thing.

hey I wonder what happened to # 10 comment

Go Cal-Fire finally some talent in that small little town

What a local disgrace, hope no one need them during the summer with another year of overly dry conditions.

a langley wrote:

<quoted text>you just cant shut up, shhoooooting off the mought, your poor boyfriend, or in your case girlfriend

You are such a charmer there big boy. By the way I am married

Jennifer Ede wrote:

First and for most I only recieved 3 (three) years summary Probation, Any and all funds that I took were Repaid. how dare anyone insinuate that not all funds were paid, if yhere was a problem with that then it should be taken up with Lisa Johnson CSD. While what I did was wrong I've paid my Does, its not right to drag my name in the mud that much more..
As to the ex cheif Mike Kindrick he was hire through the district. So it would be nice if every one knew what the hell theyre talking about before they go flapping theyre mouth.

Hmm, pretty sure you drug your own name in the mud, criminal!

You know its kinda funny no one knows what really went on but thats ok your intitled to your own opion no matter how wrong you are. Ive done my time for my crime came out a better person. To me and a HELLA lot of people thats a good thing. So remember when your passing judgement that one day carma will bit you. Im sorry for all the people i hurt. If I could change it I would but we all know that cant happen so every day I ask the man up stairs for HIS forgiveness. so the rest of you better take a long look at yourselfs.

Jennifer Ede wrote:

First and for most I only recieved 3 (three) years summary Probation, Any and all funds that I took were Repaid. how dare anyone insinuate that not all funds were paid, if yhere was a problem with that then it should be taken up with Lisa Johnson CSD. While what I did was wrong I've paid my Does, its not right to drag my name in the mud that much more..
As to the ex cheif Mike Kindrick he was hire through the district. So it would be nice if every one knew what the hell theyre talking about before they go flapping theyre mouth.

Where is your remorse? How is it that you not only don't feel ashamed but are telling the taxpayers, whose money you took, to shut up? What gall! What right do you have to tell taxpayers "how dare you insinuate..." It was our money, we have every right. What more do we need to know other than you took money that was not yours? I hope you are never again in a position to handle other people's finances. Your total lack of remorse tells me that it could happen again.

well for starters asking the big man up stairs says I have remorse, ashamed you have no idea. Yes I took the money and it wasnt the tax payers, If you read the papers you would have known that. And this thing at the district office in gerber has nothing to do with me, I repaid that money theyre saying is missing, have reciet to prove that, and its public record. I wasnt envolved with district funds. and there is no way I would do this again NEVER. I'm truelly sorry people see it this way, I've stayed hidden for the last year, ashamed yeah I think so. And please understand youre really only hearing one side, so where is the humanity in this world. I have not denied what i did was wrong. the only thing i can do now is try to move on with life and take something else away from this to improve my self. I know forgiveness is not an option from some people, and I can understand that, so please try to understand im not the same person who took the money. please understand that this coming back up upset me, and a persons first reaction is to be mad, and scared beyond belief. I just want to stay in my little corner and try to live today. Again the me say how sorry I am. belive it or not thats your choice.

This is a great forum for throwing blame and slinging mud, I am truely impressed. Maybe the people should be adults and think about answers... The SO called "LEADERSHIP" maybe should quite having such an attitude with the poltics side of thing, it obviously has not gotten them anyway. They really should face the fact the thier dept is close. If they really want to be in a fire dept and help THIER community, they should at least start looking at the process of the TCFD and they have to do to becomes volunteers, so they can continue to help their community. They can still pursued keeping GFD open. This would be a nice little back up plan.

Kathy Clark in Red Bluff wrote:

HAHAHA! I'm proud to be the one he communicates with. I didn't know it was upsetting you "again". Another thing...He's NOT a jerk. He does know every thing and see's every thing.

I thought that was Santa Claus...
Art can I get a Red Rider bb gun this year?

It saddens me to learn that a once nice fire dept has been completely gutted by immoral people. I spent many years in this dept with lots of good people and we took pride in our community. I hope the service district can reopen the dept at a later date with people who have a commitment to the community and the dept.

Jennifer Ede wrote:

well for starters asking the big man up stairs says I have remorse, ashamed you have no idea. Yes I took the money and it wasnt the tax payers, If you read the papers you would have known that. And this thing at the district office in gerber has nothing to do with me, I repaid that money theyre saying is missing, have reciet to prove that, and its public record. I wasnt envolved with district funds. and there is no way I would do this again NEVER. I'm truelly sorry people see it this way, I've stayed hidden for the last year, ashamed yeah I think so. And please understand youre really only hearing one side, so where is the humanity in this world. I have not denied what i did was wrong. the only thing i can do now is try to move on with life and take something else away from this to improve my self. I know forgiveness is not an option from some people, and I can understand that, so please try to understand im not the same person who took the money. please understand that this coming back up upset me, and a persons first reaction is to be mad, and scared beyond belief. I just want to stay in my little corner and try to live today. Again the me say how sorry I am. belive it or not thats your choice.

Thank you. Saying that you are sorry does so much more for your image than bad-mouthing people. Unless the money you took was solely dontated funds, then it did come from taxpayers. When you flare up at people, they tend to go on the defensive, so it might be best just to calm down and accept what they have to say. You hurt people and although you do answer to God, you also answer to society. People have opinions about such matters and you can't change them. Just keep going, learn from your past, and do the best you can for yourself and your kids. Thanks again for the answer which was much better phrased than the other comments you've left. Take care.

RB thank you, hearing that means alot, yes they were donated funds, for which I feel worse for taking. I have and am still learning every day
having this come back up scared me because of my kids family and friends. god bless
Jennifer

Langley, Im not sure what to say to you. I feel sorry for you, it seem all you can do is complain about everyone else, makes me wonder why your so unhappy with your self. Im sorry you cant seem to understand that some people can be truelly sorry for what they have done. any time I meet someone for the town of Gerber I tell them how sorry I am for what I did to them, because I am you can believe it or not, you dont know me, you dont know how hard I am on my self. Going to jail spending my time there made me see this world in a very new light, and no I didnt find The Good Lord while I was in the "Slammer". Hes always been there, I just didnt hear him loud enough to start with. So let me say this again Im so very SORRY to every one I hurt and everyone else. May The Good Lord Bless You today and every day from this day forward and may He give you forgiveness and happiness. Please have a good day
Jennifer

a langley wrote:

they all get god when they are in the slamer

Why continue to rip on her when she said she has remorse? She paid all the money back. What reason does she even have to answer to a public discussion board except that she feels badly about what she has done? Her words have a ring of sincerity to them.

PS Switching topics, Art, why don't you start a blog? I think you would have a lot of readers as you know quite a bit about the local happenings in Red Bluff.

Wow humbling,at least now I can live with my self.
I done all i can do for now, but believe me I will keep saying how sorry I am, and wishing you happiness, for all the good it will do.
Rb Thank you. Knowing some one has a little understanding helps. Please have a wonderful day, enjoy life with everything you have.

and you just cant let it go either can you. I will keep going until people see that Im truelly sorry. so I guess you and I will doing alot a typying to each other. thanks for being my pin pal. talk to you soon. again who ever else reads this post Im sorry for taking the money from GFD.

Good morning Langley, hpoe you had a good night sleep.To and every one else Im truelly sorry, hopefully some day there can be a little more forgiveness.