Dear MissyJR,To everyone for everything, sorry for making myself look like a fool again. Sorry for all the trouble I have caused anyone. I can't remember alot of things I have done or said, it's because I have a health issue that causes it. No I am not crazy, I just wanted some answers that I know now I don't deserve. I will not post anything about anyone else or myself. Again I am sorry.
My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how you must feel to love someone so much that they don't care. If they did honey they would be with you and not think of ever wanting to see you in any kind of pain.
That person would appreciate your struggles for them they would realize if they had any kind of brain ignoring someone's cries is mean and cruel and they do that because they are fighting their own feelings they don't want to be forced into the truth. They don't want to admit how wrong they were. I do not think you are crazy some people don't know how to fight to get someone to realize how wrong they are and may do it in ways people assume you may be, the mind get's confused after so much trying into turns into desperation.
Just try to remind yourself everyday that just because you are suffering doesn't mean this other person isn't because they can't admit the truth.
Myself personally i don't know why you would even want this person to give you any answers when they themself can't be true to themself.
Hopefully you will someone one day that will treat you like an angel and he will have lost out because of his stupity. When he see's the happiness you will have it will crush him because he will still be miserable. Don't let him fool you thinking he is ''happy'' i promise you and from a few other's that is the last thing he is now! Go out and try to have some fun today!