Laguna Hills High School

anon1 wrote:

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How should we contact you?

you can contact me at jferconway@socal.rr.com. i really want to hear from Jasha's friends or those familiar with Louix.

thankx

Princess Of Power wrote:

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Who are you?
What radio station do you work for?

i am an independent producer. i have access to many media outlets and will take this story to all of them until someone picks it up. my little sister was a good friend of Jasha's and for her and all of his other friends, i will do what i can to get his story out.

INSENSITIVE ANON wrote:

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DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IGNORANT YOU SOUND? I AM OUTRAGED THAT YOU WOULD SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! I AM NOT GAY AND DO NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THOSE THAT ARE AND FOR YOU TO MAKE A COMMENT ABOUT 'The Family people can be on one forum and the Gay people can be on the other one,' YOU ARE SO STUPID!!!! DO YOU THINK THAT GAY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE FAMILIES AND FEELINGS TOO? YOU ARE VERY INSENSITIVE AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. IT'S COMMENTS LIKE THOSE THAT SPREAD HATE AND TEACH THE CHILDREN THAT IT IS NOT OKAY TO BE THEMSELVES, GAY OR NOT. SHAME ON YOU, ANON!!!!!

You gay guys were doing all the complaining so this will solve the problem.

This is enough. I must tell my story as I experienced it. I must come forward and be 100% accountable because in the past I was not. I buried my head in the sand and refused to look at or 'judge' as it was viewed at the time. These incidents took place in my city of Vancouver Canada in June 1999 and in March/April 1998. I was asked by Louie to host him giving a 'retreat' here in June 1999. He had previously given a retreat the year before which I had attended. I was to co-host with another woman but she dropped out because her male partner had been sexually accosted by Louie and she could not reconcile with that fact. It disturbed her and well it should have. She told me why she had dropped out years later.
As the time was drawing nearer for the retreat, I began getting calls from people that were telling me that Louie had been sexually assaulting young men here the previous year and it was not a good idea to have him come here. As a matter of fact, they had even gone to the police here. They had spread the word within our community and as a result we had a very low turnout despite all the work and money I put out. The first night of the retreat was open to all and three people (two men and a woman) came and wished to speak of the abuse that had taken place the year before. They tried to but were basically shut down by Louie. We all stood by. I stood by and did not say anything. We even had body guards to protect Louie. At the end of the retreat, Louie instructed myself and my other co-host (who, incidentally is still a follower) to go to the two men who were accusing him and tell them who Louie was....specifically an Avatar and the Messiah and that it was senseless to continue to press charges. He said to do this as soon as he left the city. This I did, even though the men did not buy it. Why did I do this when I know that sexual abuse is so wrong? Because Louie was already indoctrinating me to not judge anything I saw. "Nothing is outside of self. It is all me" and other such nonsense he spews. I witnessed this and I said nothing. I knew he slept with other young men after that. That was part of who he was. A year later Louie called me to say that he had gotten married to one of his followers, Katrina.(He changed her name to Cosibella). He said that now the 'tongues would stop wagging'. He was now in a respectable relationship with a ready made family.

When I discontinued being a follower,(that is another story) I thought of that beautiful young boy, Jasha, and wondered if he might one day become one of Louie's victims. I hated to think of that and wanted to be positive that Louie would never be so stupid. Then I started to hear stories from eyewitnesses that Louie was verbally abusing Jasha and that Jasha was trying to leave his family because he couldn't take it anymore. I felt there was more. Then I had a call from a friend the day after Jasha's death that he had taken his life. I knew in my heart that Jasha most likely had been sexually abused by Louie. It was such a violent way to take one's life. Dear, dear Jasha felt there was no other way out. The pain in my heart is so great that I will not stand by until this is resolved. Louie Bonanno has a history of sexual abuse. That is a fact. There are many that know it still goes on. There are many that do not know this. Once a sex addict, always a sex addict. Most are forbidden to be around young boys for good reason.
I stand by this story and I have others that will confirm this. If the police need to get in touch with me, it is not difficult to find me. If someone wants to give me a name of a police contact (TrueBlue you may know) I will swear to this on a stack of sacred texts that it is all true. I know there are others that know the truth as well.
I am so sorry, Jasha. I am so sorry for the terror you must have endured. I can only believe that you are at peace now. I, for one, can not sleep peacefully until this is resolved. I know there are many others feeling the same.....his family, his friends.

Former disciple 2 wrote:

When I discontinued being a follower,(that is another story) I thought of that beautiful young boy, Jasha, and wondered if he might one day become one of Louie's victims. I hated to think of that and wanted to be positive that Louie would never be so stupid. Then I started to hear stories from eyewitnesses that Louie was verbally abusing Jasha and that Jasha was trying to leave his family because he couldn't take it anymore. I felt there was more. Then I had a call from a friend the day after Jasha's death that he had taken his life. I knew in my heart that Jasha most likely had been sexually abused by Louie. It was such a violent way to take one's life. Dear, dear Jasha felt there was no other way out. The pain in my heart is so great that I will not stand by until this is resolved. Louie Bonanno has a history of sexual abuse. That is a fact. There are many that know it still goes on. There are many that do not know this. Once a sex addict, always a sex addict. Most are forbidden to be around young boys for good reason.
I stand by this story and I have others that will confirm this. If the police need to get in touch with me, it is not difficult to find me. If someone wants to give me a name of a police contact (TrueBlue you may know) I will swear to this on a stack of sacred texts that it is all true. I know there are others that know the truth as well.
I am so sorry, Jasha. I am so sorry for the terror you must have endured. I can only believe that you are at peace now. I, for one, can not sleep peacefully until this is resolved. I know there are many others feeling the same.....his family, his friends.

Thank you so much for sharing this part of your story. I know what you are saying is absolutely true and it makes me so, so sad for sweet Jasha. There was an unspoken veil of sadness around Jasha and I always suspected that he was being sexually abused at the hands of his step-father.

Former disciple 2 wrote:

When I discontinued being a follower,(that is another story) I thought of that beautiful young boy, Jasha, and wondered if he might one day become one of Louie's victims. I hated to think of that and wanted to be positive that Louie would never be so stupid. Then I started to hear stories from eyewitnesses that Louie was verbally abusing Jasha and that Jasha was trying to leave his family because he couldn't take it anymore. I felt there was more. Then I had a call from a friend the day after Jasha's death that he had taken his life. I knew in my heart that Jasha most likely had been sexually abused by Louie. It was such a violent way to take one's life. Dear, dear Jasha felt there was no other way out. The pain in my heart is so great that I will not stand by until this is resolved. Louie Bonanno has a history of sexual abuse. That is a fact. There are many that know it still goes on. There are many that do not know this. Once a sex addict, always a sex addict. Most are forbidden to be around young boys for good reason.
I stand by this story and I have others that will confirm this. If the police need to get in touch with me, it is not difficult to find me. If someone wants to give me a name of a police contact (TrueBlue you may know) I will swear to this on a stack of sacred texts that it is all true. I know there are others that know the truth as well.
I am so sorry, Jasha. I am so sorry for the terror you must have endured. I can only believe that you are at peace now. I, for one, can not sleep peacefully until this is resolved. I know there are many others feeling the same.....his family, his friends.

Thanks so much for that I have appreciated all of your posts. You have been such a majorly great contributor to this forum--and have helped us to sort out this situation.

Yes, we are in much deep pain and we really knew Jasha.

If we could get the gay community--who might know more details about any of Louix's past or recent sexcapades etc or anything we might get someone to "sing" and get some results. They need to do the right thing and talk. It will help them too.

Maybe we could get him on a past abuse of another indvidual or individuals.

Any gay guys who know others who knew Louix ask them to get on this forum!

Somebody has to have some details.

If his gay relationships are recent and he is attracted to young men and it is REALLY REALLY hard to reform a child molester/addict-- they try but it is about a 99% failure rate of recovery for that.

We need to find something to catch him on.

He'll be onto other victims. gay or straight or the neighbor kids. evidently where ever he can find them.

We need to stop this before he hurts more people and I won't stop until we get results.

Anybody who has any abuse issues caused by Louix needs to come forward --get louix put away so more people aren't hurt.

FORMER DISCIPLES GO TO THE POLICE AGAIN THEY WON'T COME TO US--TELL THEM OF YOUR ABUSE. GO TOGETHER IF IT HELPS. IF WE CAN CATCH LOUIX ON EVEN ONE THING ALTHOUGH WE KNOW IT IS A LOT MORE.

HOW MANY COUNTS OF SEXUAL ABUSE/ASSAULT CAN THIS GUY GET AWAY WITH AND HOW MANY MORE DEATHS AND RUINED LIVES?

We don't want this to happen to another innocent beautiful kid.

Praying for ya,

LOVE and peace.

Not agreeing with anything that Louix or you guys say, but you seem to be assuming its Louix's fault just because hes had sex with other young men. Now dont assocciate me as one of louix's followers because im not.

Clearly you do not personally know Louix, Katrina, Jasha, Ela or Arielle. I know all of them personally. And I can assure you that Former Disciple 2's comments are 100% valid.

anon8 wrote:

Clearly you do not personally know Louix, Katrina, Jasha, Ela or Arielle. I know all of them personally. And I can assure you that Former Disciple 2's comments are 100% valid.

Thank you for the support. This is a difficult day for me.

Chris G myspace trib wrote:

Not agreeing with anything that Louix or you guys say, but you seem to be assuming its Louix's fault just because hes had sex with other young men. Now dont assocciate me as one of louix's followers because im not.

What consenting adults do is no one's business, however, if, and I say if there are minors involved it is against the law, and sick as you can get. All interested parties just want an answer as to what lead to this bright young teenager to take his life. I for one did not believe the reason his step father gave at the memorial for his STEP SON'S death, neither did others in attendance, well maybe his disciples believed it as they appear to worship this guru.

If a person was gay with consenting men, it is a huge jump to then insinuate homosexual acts with non-consenting men, and then an insane jump to assume sex with boys, and then a loved son!

Such faulty vilifying logic bespeaks of a personal vendetta.

concerned neighbor wrote:

I am a neighbor; I drive past the memorial of Jasha every day. I'm not concerned with Louix's sexual preferences or his faith. I'm concerned for the safety of my neighborhood and my children. What is the latest with the investigation?

Seems like they aren't doing anything with the investigation except for wait for the final toxicology reports to come in but they might be doing more--they aren't telling us. Then I think the investigator wants to close it that is why the sexual abuses and his cult are the issues so we can work on those and keep your neighborhood safe.

anonymous wrote:

you people are disgusting,
i understand you want this solved,
but if you were truly friends of jasha
you wouldnt talk about how he died.
who the hell cares?
you should be talking about what he left here.
you need help.
jasha
i love you with all my heart.

Are you one of his current disciples?

We did and do talk about how we loved Jasha read the whole thing--now to love is to find the truth. I think Jasha would have wanted that. It would be a great injustice to not get to the truth. The normal healthly person who really knew Jasha would want to know the real truth and not blindly beleive a lie from a liar.

Some sanity please wrote:

If a person was gay with consenting men, it is a huge jump to then insinuate homosexual acts with non-consenting men, and then an insane jump to assume sex with boys, and then a loved son!
Such faulty vilifying logic bespeaks of a personal vendetta.

Past disciples have said some men were actually sexually abused and the men even came forward with the abuse
It was earlier on the forum --it may have been erased some of the postings change and get erased and get moved.

Anon wrote:

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You gay guys were doing all the complaining so this will solve the problem.

Wow... you really are a gay-phobic. First of all, I am not a gay guy, so you missed the mark once again. You are speculating and have no proof and to attack gay people shows your maturity. If someone is gay, that does not make them a bad person, unless they have broken a law.

Do they teach you to hate gay people or people that are different than you in your church? When you make the type of comments that you do, you are teaching that to your children. Would you respond the same way if your child was gay?

Please think more before you speak/type.

Go here:
http://web.archive.org/web/20060223043250/htt...
Click: Calendar
then Click: Events Remembered
yeah, theres an..odd?..picture, its the 1st one.
Just take a look.. I'm not saying anything...

oh, then go here:
http://web.archive.org/web/20051104005144/www...

Click the chair picture... "The Master's chair.." ???

Former disciple 2 wrote:

When I discontinued being a follower,(that is another story) I thought of that beautiful young boy, Jasha, and wondered if he might one day become one of Louie's victims. I hated to think of that and wanted to be positive that Louie would never be so stupid. Then I started to hear stories from eyewitnesses that Louie was verbally abusing Jasha and that Jasha was trying to leave his family because he couldn't take it anymore. I felt there was more. Then I had a call from a friend the day after Jasha's death that he had taken his life. I knew in my heart that Jasha most likely had been sexually abused by Louie. It was such a violent way to take one's life. Dear, dear Jasha felt there was no other way out. The pain in my heart is so great that I will not stand by until this is resolved. Louie Bonanno has a history of sexual abuse. That is a fact. There are many that know it still goes on. There are many that do not know this. Once a sex addict, always a sex addict. Most are forbidden to be around young boys for good reason.
I stand by this story and I have others that will confirm this. If the police need to get in touch with me, it is not difficult to find me. If someone wants to give me a name of a police contact (TrueBlue you may know) I will swear to this on a stack of sacred texts that it is all true. I know there are others that know the truth as well.
I am so sorry, Jasha. I am so sorry for the terror you must have endured. I can only believe that you are at peace now. I, for one, can not sleep peacefully until this is resolved. I know there are many others feeling the same.....his family, his friends.

Do I detect a heart opening going on here? Who was/is the victim?

Angel eyes wrote:

<quoted text>Do I detect a heart opening going on here? Who was/is the victim?

Hello Angel Eyes. What does it mean? A heart opening?