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I am a single parent and having my liscense suspended while I borrowed my kids fathers car while he was in jail for child support and his liscense Revoked as well. I had to move becouse of asbestos in my home at Star Village and my apartment bedroom was taken down to ground level. I had overcome a bout of anerexia, and am starting to get back into a low physical activity. I drove his car to move all our belongings before Christmas and I was pulled over for a passenger I had picked up a small family walking in the snow. We all ended up walking and I with 500 dollars in fines. I also suffer panic attacks and get cold very easily so me and my 4 year old daughter walked and waited for a bus which didnt come for hours, and I had missed a bus within minutes. I really wondered if I should even try to be a parent sometimes becouse we all suffer to even try! I have lived on 38 dollars and 500 in food stamps and housing for 3 years. Now I have this bill. Did I sue no! I cant even hold out to penalize the people who threw me to the street! At least in May I got my 540 deposit back which all went to a telephone deposit, and cell phone. Anyway, I also am an adopted person that was thrown to the streets and never asked back. I have had to learn to accommadate myself but unfortunately The abuse done to me and how I abused myself has taken 12 years of sobriety, 1/2 year free of post tramatic stress and I owe child support for 3 children. So now I am revoked as well as suspended! I have somewhat given up on the idea of getting on Tanif as I only have a month left for my whole life and every attempt has been quickly stricken me off benefits for suspension! Must I go on. I now sit at home trying to build my site www.geocities.com/nativemodeltalent/ hoping to find out how to make a change in my life without a car. Recently I have had to work with the father of my children but history has been that this would end me up with another child. So subsequently I am a born again christian and cant even get to church, I have too many kids and I seem to be a burden. If this Government really helping to keep families together, or just keep puting barriers in our way to keep us a sick society in need of God!