Northshore Mining extends shutdown

just me wrote:

well

piercit wrote:

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Well, I fkd this up. I left you a letter at blu, and I really don't deserve any consideration, I understand that.
I didn't fk up my computer this time, I only ripped out the wiring and I was trying my best but I needed to get some stuff and anyway, I can tell I am too late, but baby, please know, and its in my letter, you didn't deserve this, I don't deserve you.
You are as beautiful as the girl in my dreams, actually more so, I wish I had a chance to tell you that, my darkness got in the way, and I know how important that was to you, even though I thought you knew, it wasn't important to me at all.
You have taught me so much these past few weeks. I feel I may be able to love someone again, because you warmed my heart so very much. You have so much, so much good, and baby, never ever let anyone try to convince you otherwise. When I am not dark, I am strong and self-confident, giving and kind. I can't understand every burden I was given, however, I am sure there is a reason, and I pray everyday to understand this fault.
I really did try to tell you, I was just too fearful of losing you and thats why I wasn't clear. I am sorry for that.
You must move on now. I understand. You need someone who is better for you than this. I do hope you understand that I would never intentionally hurt you, that I never shared your secrets with anyone, and that I will always love you. Thank you so much my darling for, opening my heart again, and for the feelings that I had whenever you were near.
Always and forever yours,
AD