Otoe County Party

was there violence? is it a sin to have a beer now in bennet. a gal i once thought a lot of in old bennet was more into love when she was drinking this was about 1953 or so. this was downtown now gone. t think the high school seniors took their girls to the old roadhouse they used to have in bennet. they hadnt put up those street signs they have now that was down at the end of the road that ran right by granma ruckles old place. well i hope i could be of assistance to you drinking is very seious crime now. i liked to help g.et in the crop drinking was not so important then. my uncle ralph drank in roca,ne and he was part of the sheriffs mounted posse. ill nrver go there again. i was a non-alcholic so to speak. the only place you could drink was across the tracks at the old tavern in bennet,ne i never went there. is there violence in bennet now? i had wanted to be buried there. we had a town sheriff who did keep the peace.

item; i thought this report was to go to bennet,ne lancaster county and usa! it apparenly went some where else; excuse me all to hell. i farmed with granpa deats in bennet, his wife died and he became a guard at the state pen in lincoln, ne. the i farmed a little with his son bill deats until he went back into the air force. in roca,ne i farmed with old cy jones he was the best farmer i think, died at 96 and ruth dide at 92 so i went to uncle ralphs, he used to introduce me to other farmers after we got in the crop 'this is rolly and hes my nephew- i did alot of a mans work but i never got a last name. shure i was good with machenery but. i liked levia tesalle who played the violin. hattie tesalle was her mother and john teselle was her father. out her i was a nobody raced cars formula and sports cars, made music and now violence in bennet. where can i go to find peace? the glovers are dead, no one i know except those that are dead in bennet cemetary, i never met my grandfather charles lee ruckle, her died at 98. was he a good man? i want to take my place with my ancesters they didnt let little roland live very long i just wanted to belong to somebody and do good. im illigemate a child of god. i didnt want to leave old bennet ever. roca was home to me too. i understand i was born in mexico and brought to the us at a early age but i want to have a decent funeral here in bennet,ne i was a good musician and teacher too. didnt like the damed navy but i did it too. ijust dont want any trouble. rolly

my only friend and father figurer was a black drummer who took me under his wing, one jesse price and he died. hes in the innernet and was a dammed good drummer. i was good but not famous so you wouldnt have heard about anything i did. i was just a music teacher, a nobody that didnt make enough money to afford a wife. i liked kids. i just dont to live anymore. if i were a whole man i'd go 'south of the border down mexico way'. they dont hurt you down there. the va does. i thought dr. vessely was ok but he too got killed in a car wreck. his dammed wife was a deats. i have no friends at all. out here they think a sexy female will do it but i dont want any more of that. i had a redhead i thought was my daughtor but apparently not. the us is an evil country but i think i deserve a decent funeral, i tried at least.6531

last time i was in bennet i ran into a guy namerd lester thomas but i guess he went down south to find work.are comditions that bad? first school was lomita grade school until ww2ended the bennet elemetary until i was gradated. then torrance high school i lacked one class to graduate, stasrted north high school and was conned into going into the navy. i finished by usafi and was graduated from two high schools. i just wanted to be a hired hand but i couldnt and was no good at anything really. i got a degree from el camino college abd akmost another in child development,went to cal state long beach but my father died in 1980 jesse had passed and i didnt really know what to do.

so no educatiom to speak of. a member of the american federation of musicians local 47,1962-1995, calif sailing acedemy grad, a graduate of the jim russel racing drivers school at willow springs international raceway, the rob sletemaker's antislipscholen, zandvoort, netherlands diploma and 23 long hard years at united air lines, inc. i tought music at five music stares, studios worked my ass off at that and now what do i have? nothing, 1500 bucks a month. not ebough to get a decent funeral. my half sister thought i was ok and really enjoyed the music i did. she didnt even get a birth cert so i gave the address i had to her daughtor lisa. our mother fucked around during ww2 and thast sister is the result, she is named mary maxine deats and is still at large, so is her brother both were dammed school teachers. well you probably wont do anything about it.

uncle bill will get away with it as he was a dammed officier i guess he got into my wifes panties and of course will lie about it. he is a resident of lincoln,ne i guess he was my uncle he too got drunk alot. just a damned mason like my dad there is no good to a mason at all. they hide. my so called father hid, this dean perry hid. i am definetly not a dammed mason. they are into war. brother ray charles was not a dammed mason. how many masons do we have in the house? how many brothers? sisters? it isnt too late to repent you know. i so testify. i hope that ex of mine will tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth but i doubt it. she was pro-abortion when i met her but i made her get religion. she was foiled and that little redhead lives today. i dont trust women at all. i try to trust god but sometimes its hard.