oui or no

1)Men play at love for sex...
Women play at sex for love...

2)Women will never forget the one who breaks her heart...
Men do not get their hearts broken...

3"Chemistry" It comes out of the blue and you can have no words to express it, but that person, no matter how little they impacted your life, will never be forgotten. I knew. The moment I looked this person in the eyes. Each time I saw this person throughout my lifetime, even though we were not close at all, it was powerful. I knew this person was special.

ur thoughts wrote:

1)Men play at love for sex...
Women play at sex for love...
2)Women will never forget the one who breaks her heart...
Men do not get their hearts broken...
3"Chemistry" It comes out of the blue and you can have no words to express it, but that person, no matter how little they impacted your life, will never be forgotten. I knew. The moment I looked this person in the eyes. Each time I saw this person throughout my lifetime, even though we were not close at all, it was powerful. I knew this person was special.

1) no
2) no
3) oui

signed: your ami (read "your amee" emphasis on mee)
good nite.

nite

ami

lets be friends? It would make it all much better. Really...

oui or no...?

Amici di Leto?
Solo Amici? per favore???

Mi Manchi...

if oui, please send me a request....RSVP...

Mi Manchi wrote:

Amici di Leto?
Solo Amici? per favore???
Mi Manchi...

Si, solo amici.
Bona notte.

ok. i hope so then.

Basta wrote:

<quoted text>Si, solo amici.
Bona notte.

much more beautiful in Italian. "you" : not my "friend", never was my "friends" not ever interested in being my "friend"... I don't even know who "you" are...for all I know you live in TN...

Not true to say "part of me" wanted to believe that this is "you" and that you wanted to be friends, that you had any emotional interest @ all in me, ever... ALL of me wanted that.

ENOUGH! I am a fool to nth degree. I am a crappy gambler... I am an idiot. "you" have me blocked, never intend on unblocking me, let alone make peace w/me EVER....

I believe. Ever time, I believe that somewhere he did care ,yes, we can be okay, all is not hopeless... I believe because that hope is all I have. It seems absurd to you, heck... it's absurd to ME that I even freaking care... So, I'm absurd. DON'T promise "friendship" that isn't there... DON'T toy with my actual feelings.

I speak to Mike... I think... IDK anything at all other than I know that he has NOT made any attempt at all to contact me, and most likely never will... Have been checking ever since someone toyed w/me by telling me, "Goodbye to what almost was, and Hello, friend!"? Yeah, I trusted. Blindly, naively, foolishly...

I find nothing funny about having my heart broken time and time again, my hope crushed every time I let any hope at all in my heart... Actually hope never left... it was all I had.

So, "NO": I must admit that Michael never had any intention of being "my friend" . Hope is gone. Heartache is all I ever had, really. I just wasn't willing to admit that..

"He" doesn't care, "You" don't care... No, once again... LIES> If winning means you hurt me the most, you certainly win. I am a mouse you play with, yeah... "friend?" No. You never unblocked me.. you never requested a simple online fake friendship, and you absolutely NEVER offered any real kind of friendship, kindness whatsoever...

The only thing I ever represented to you was an opportunity to exploit. You did that well. Feelings for me? NONE> whatsoever. Knowing you had some kind of feelings, kindness towards me, was the only thing I could hold onto to not feel utterly used. Completely disgusted. I have nothing. I wanted you to hurt like I hurt... I was in pain all alone and I couldn't tell a soul. I curl up in bed and hope the sleeping pills put me to sleep fast and that IF I slept w/out dreaming of you, I'd awake happier somehow.. BUT, I do dream of you.. most of the time my dreams are far brighter than reality.. sometimes my dreams are closer to reality, but YOU are there, so in some way they feel better. It is MY HELL. really. I sound melodramatic, but it is true. To feel this way about someone who couldn't care less about me is hell. I don't want goodbye. I say it, because what do I say?? "Hello, friend?" Those were the happiest words I've read, the ones that sent meto bed with hope, finally... and they were a lie. I am crazy. I am also destroyed. Utterly, completely, I know now it will never go away. I can push it down, I can get through the day, but the fake hope I've had gets me through... without that, what do I have? nothing. I did actually give you part of my heart. I will live and die and you will not know I even walk this earth and you will be relieved to pretend I never did. I physically hurt. My heart physically aches, over the fantasy that never existed. "He" never cared.

Basta wrote:

<quoted text>Si, solo amici.
Bona notte.

Yes, "enough" with the lies. they cut me as much as the truth. More.

This "chic" was never anyone you considered ur "amici". Just admit it.

ur ami wrote:

This "chic" was never anyone you considered ur "amici". Just admit it.

"she" and I both realize there's more that divides us than connects it may not be hopeless but it is impossible she sabotaged my every attemt to contact her but then I realized why do we need that fake online friendship anyway we both know in our hearts that the obstacles are insurmountable the restraints are too tight and our obligations to others are too powerful. We will always think of what never was and cherish that memory.

the person i speak of never contacted me at all. so u and i are not on the same page... or...its a mind game. isnt it. it wasnt hopeless. it wasnt impossible. i dont know who u are, maybe you are sincere, but not of whom i speak. obligations to others, yes. friends. i wanted that. goodbye, no.

another mind game.
another angle played in the mission of ridding urself of my presence.
you never cared.
you just want me to disappear.
sometimes i wrote to pi$& u off
mostly i wrote to help me.
i could have written in a journal, but i needed someone/u to hear me. i didn't want a fake online friendship. i wanted respect. i wanted something real. no, not a relationship. well, i did, but no that is not realistic. friends. amigos. real.
I know this for certain: "HE" will never cherish anything about me whatsoever.
Finally, the truth is said.

signed,
catholicgurl

Mr Pretty wrote:

<quoted text>"she" and I both realize there's more that divides us than connects it may not be hopeless but it is impossible she sabotaged my every attemt to contact her but then I realized why do we need that fake online friendship anyway we both know in our hearts that the obstacles are insurmountable the restraints are too tight and our obligations to others are too powerful. We will always think of what never was and cherish that memory.

Mr. Pretty? Really? Your posse, I presume. Well played, Super Duper. "lol on her" again. Huntington forum? wow. diabolically creative, indeed. You are rid of me. Don't patronize me, though. You NEVER, EVER cared 4 me. My crazy can't be cure, and neither can yours...

I don't have "crazy". I don't want anything from you. Not anymore. I WAS your "friend".

NEWSFLASH: You were NEVER my friend, MICHAEL. IF this is not MIKE I am NOT speaking to YOU. IF it IS, HURTFUL is all you have ever been to ME. The only thing you wanted from me, you took and threw away. You treated your FRIEND like a HO. My trust, my heart, were things you never aspired to have anyway. I trusted you. YOU were NEVER MY FRIEND. wtf did you offer "Hello friend" again anyway? TO HURT ME.

Basta wrote:

<quoted text>Si, solo amici.
Bona notte.

"Yes, just friends. Good Night".... is THIS YOU, Michael.... I assume IF I hear from you it will be to tell me this has all been a litle misunderstanding. Play me. Play, play, play.... NEVER have you EVER been authentic with ME. EVER.

Si, BASTA!

For the Record wrote:

I don't have "crazy". I don't want anything from you. Not anymore. I WAS your "friend".

NEVER were you EVER!

2mjd wrote:

another mind game.
another angle played in the mission of ridding urself of my presence.
you never cared.
you just want me to disappear.
sometimes i wrote to pi$& u off
mostly i wrote to help me.
i could have written in a journal, but i needed someone/u to hear me. i didn't want a fake online friendship. i wanted respect. i wanted something real. no, not a relationship. well, i did, but no that is not realistic. friends. amigos. real.
I know this for certain: "HE" will never cherish anything about me whatsoever.
Finally, the truth is said.
signed,
catholicgurl

The truth is... HE never wanted to know me, much less like me, even consider me a "friend". The TRUTH. Plain and simple. You don't want anything from me now, you didn't want anything from me then, other than to add another conquest. NOT what I do, NOT who I am .... does that make it funnier for you? What the F ever, my sweet boy disappeared long ago before I got the chance to know him... didn't he? Imposter. Don't act like it was something I did to turn you off on befriending me... you knew you couldn't have cared less.