Well, this is "Grandma" as you called me! It still is not right to sleep with someone without marriage! Then you get peed off because he doesn't want to commit to you. I think down deep most men want a woman with respect for herself, and that means NOT sleeping around. Good luck, I am only stating my point of view.
Listen granny, Im not mad. I just wanted a different view, maybe I was missin something... I'm not proud if some of the choices I've made in life but I am a respectable woman and mOther for that matter! I agree with what you said about only having your one husband and I think it's wonderful that a couple can stay together for so long... You should hold pride in that fact! Actually, it's what I longed for with him! I guess that's why I am so upset over it. But I'm not mad at him or myself. I'm just thankful I didn't go through with the move and loose my home for someone playing games!