Glad to hear you found a way to balance your life.<quoted text>
Yep-- christianity, like most religions, does not push for an individual to improve their behavor-- far from it.
It rewards bad behavior, because "makeup behavior" is so "rewarding"....
When I was in Jr High, I was quite active in fundie-christianity. My group of young people would get "saved" on a weekly basis-- the emotional ups and downs and ups again were very similar to hard drugs*. We did the whole enchilada-- repentance, "forgiveness", re-salvation, and the inevitable "speaking in tongues"**. Yeah-- I was once a "holy roller"....!
It's all a sort of group-hypnosis, I've since concluded. Not unlike the "mob psychology" wherein people, within a mob, will follow the crowd, and do things they wouldn't dream of doing on their own.
We *are* a social species-- and I think that the instinct to conform to a crowd is quite strong in humans. Especially if you pump-up the emotions with strongly worded, emotional garbage-speak. You know-- straight out of the bible... <eyeroll>
In any case? I'm much better, now... and I've not been tempted to follow the crowd for years.
:P
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* or so I'm told-- I never got into hard drugs myself-- when I was young and stupid, I was too chicken. Now I'm old and cautious-- and they have no appeal.
In my youth I was not a holly roller,pretty much been an atheist sense around age 12 but I did not tell anyone till much later.My father could have killed me for that.(not really)I would have just wished to be dead. I did go down the hard drug road in my mid to late teen years. I never did Acid or shoot anything in to a vein other wise I did it all. I am glad I out grew the drugs and lived through it,but I have no regrets,I am who I am because of my past.I am happy got a great life going.A good wife two good kids a good job that can't be shipped to China. LIFE IS GOOD!!!




